20 truths thingy ~
12 years ago
Hey! Listen!
thing going around twitter, so im posting it all here, then just linking it there...so i dont have to post 20 different things XD
some of this may be tmi, so read cautiously >:O also, i'll try to save the kinda sad stuff for the last 10 or so
lets get started then :D
#1. my real name is tyler, no last name for you, but my name on bfme and twitter are real :D
#2. i am an AB, if you havent guessed already by my pics here or my tweeted materail
#3. only 2 people in my family know that i am gay
#4. however, 3 people in my family know that im super babby c:
#5. i usually wonder what people would look like if they were diapered
#6. i am absolutely terrified of spiders. seriously. i will murder your family if you put one near me.
#7. i am a college drop out, i just cant do it D:
#8. i have a quite large apathy problem. like, i really dont care at all about most things.
(example: when i was in my car accident, i worried more about where my cigs had gone too)
#9. i can be overly obsessive about cars, particularly about racing. i really like racing. a lot.
now stop if you want to continue being happy :d you were warned
#10. when i was 2, my real mother left me after cheating on my dad
#11. i had an abusive step mother for 3 years until my grandparents took legal custody of me
#12. i have severe trust issues stemming from my step mother, and moving all the time
#13. my real mother has made no effort to contact me after she left
#14. the people mentioned above, about knowing about me being a gay babby, shun me for it.
#15. i am almost unable to have any type of concrete relationship, whether it be romantic or just friendship because of my fear of losing them.
#16. i have had past problems with drugs, to the point my family had an intervention (i am now clean thanks to them c: )
#17. the few people that have broken through my shell and gotten close to me ended up leaving after i tell them about the 'real' me
#18. some nights i lie awake, thinking about what could have been if i would have been a 'normal' person
#19. related to the above, before i found the fandom, and other abdl's, i had contemplated and attempted suicide.
#20. i am envious of people who have stability in their life, never having that through my childhood. i almost hate them for taking it for granted, something that should have been normal in the first place :/
there you go, 20 things about me that is TL;DR anyway.
some of this may be tmi, so read cautiously >:O also, i'll try to save the kinda sad stuff for the last 10 or so
lets get started then :D
#1. my real name is tyler, no last name for you, but my name on bfme and twitter are real :D
#2. i am an AB, if you havent guessed already by my pics here or my tweeted materail
#3. only 2 people in my family know that i am gay
#4. however, 3 people in my family know that im super babby c:
#5. i usually wonder what people would look like if they were diapered
#6. i am absolutely terrified of spiders. seriously. i will murder your family if you put one near me.
#7. i am a college drop out, i just cant do it D:
#8. i have a quite large apathy problem. like, i really dont care at all about most things.
(example: when i was in my car accident, i worried more about where my cigs had gone too)
#9. i can be overly obsessive about cars, particularly about racing. i really like racing. a lot.
now stop if you want to continue being happy :d you were warned
#10. when i was 2, my real mother left me after cheating on my dad
#11. i had an abusive step mother for 3 years until my grandparents took legal custody of me
#12. i have severe trust issues stemming from my step mother, and moving all the time
#13. my real mother has made no effort to contact me after she left
#14. the people mentioned above, about knowing about me being a gay babby, shun me for it.
#15. i am almost unable to have any type of concrete relationship, whether it be romantic or just friendship because of my fear of losing them.
#16. i have had past problems with drugs, to the point my family had an intervention (i am now clean thanks to them c: )
#17. the few people that have broken through my shell and gotten close to me ended up leaving after i tell them about the 'real' me
#18. some nights i lie awake, thinking about what could have been if i would have been a 'normal' person
#19. related to the above, before i found the fandom, and other abdl's, i had contemplated and attempted suicide.
#20. i am envious of people who have stability in their life, never having that through my childhood. i almost hate them for taking it for granted, something that should have been normal in the first place :/
there you go, 20 things about me that is TL;DR anyway.