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To all my watchers and friends <3
12 years ago
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Life is too short to waste thinking about the past or worrying about the future. Live for the moment and regret nothing.
You guys are seriously the best.
As any of you who have been following me for a while know,I've been through some hard times. There was a time years ago thar I was homeless, forced to sleep in my car and later on park benches when my car stopped running and I didn't have the money to fix it. This is something nobody should ever have to go through. Nothing will make you appreciate what you have, like having nothing.
More recently I tried to start a new life with someone I loved, but I fucked it up and was again left with almost nothing. It almost broke me. I put a .45 to my head but didn't quite have it in me to squeeze the trigger. The only thing to do was to go back on the road.
The support and love I have received from this community continues to blow me away. Without you guys I might not still be here. I never felt like I belonged anywhere until I found the furry community. You guys welcomed me with open arms and without judgement. You showed me love when nobody else was. You listen when I'm feeling down and need to vent and talk about it. I truly can't express how grateful I am for that. This is and will always be my home.
After the failure of my last relationship, despite wanting more then anything to find love there was a part of me that felt like I could never allow myself to be that vulnerable again, for fear of being hurt again. But eventually I got over it and was able to move on. Now I feel like Im falling for someone (you know who you are <3) and I've finally gotten to the point where I feel like I can let someone in and allow myself to love again.
Anyway, point being...I am continually amazed by the love and support this community has given me and how you guys have been there providing an ear and a shoulder when nobody else was. You guys fucking rock.
Much love for all of you <3
As any of you who have been following me for a while know,I've been through some hard times. There was a time years ago thar I was homeless, forced to sleep in my car and later on park benches when my car stopped running and I didn't have the money to fix it. This is something nobody should ever have to go through. Nothing will make you appreciate what you have, like having nothing.
More recently I tried to start a new life with someone I loved, but I fucked it up and was again left with almost nothing. It almost broke me. I put a .45 to my head but didn't quite have it in me to squeeze the trigger. The only thing to do was to go back on the road.
The support and love I have received from this community continues to blow me away. Without you guys I might not still be here. I never felt like I belonged anywhere until I found the furry community. You guys welcomed me with open arms and without judgement. You showed me love when nobody else was. You listen when I'm feeling down and need to vent and talk about it. I truly can't express how grateful I am for that. This is and will always be my home.
After the failure of my last relationship, despite wanting more then anything to find love there was a part of me that felt like I could never allow myself to be that vulnerable again, for fear of being hurt again. But eventually I got over it and was able to move on. Now I feel like Im falling for someone (you know who you are <3) and I've finally gotten to the point where I feel like I can let someone in and allow myself to love again.
Anyway, point being...I am continually amazed by the love and support this community has given me and how you guys have been there providing an ear and a shoulder when nobody else was. You guys fucking rock.
Much love for all of you <3
we will always be here for you, love!
I am going to try and see if I can make MFF at some point. If I can, it'd be cool to split a room with us and any other friends!