Nervous and Excited all at the same time WHOO EMOTIONS
12 years ago
General
I'm also hyper I should probably put that somewhere in there too. Lmao
So it's Friday~ HAPPY FRIDAY TO ALL IT'S SUCH A FANTASTIC DAY OF THE WEEK BECAUSE THE WORKWEEK IS OVER AND THE WEEKEND BEGINS!
Normal plans had to get cancelled tonight because the person who was settin' em up is swamped with school I have officially turned it into a game night at my house and I am beyond pumped! I used to have a game night pretty much every summer and my friends and I would dance central into the late hours of the night. I miss that (I also think it's why I gained a few pounds lmao I just love food guys!)
Tomorrow good ol' Saturday is Warped Tour. Holy shit I've never been to one nor did I ever plan on going to one. But my friend hand to cancel on another friend because her mom told her after they'd already gotten the tickets that they had a wedding to go to. I didn't want my friend eating tickets soo.... I'm going. Going to be a long day but luckily it's not supposed to be too hot. And I finally get to see Black Veil Brides~
And then the day after that when I'll normally be getting home from the concert roughly around midnight I have to be up and ready to go to my horseback riding lesson (which I have double this week) at 10:30 in the morning. Then at 2pm I'm going to a BBQ which I'm just really chilling with my friends. Once 4pm kicks in that's where my nerves are going to kick into over drive. I've already got a spiders web knotted in my stomach loaded with butterflies trying to flutter about thinking about it. I've got a date with one of my good friends who I've just so happened to like for most of my time knowing them. She's been taken for about a year.... And She was already taken when I found out that she used to like me back. (My life go figure). But she was complaining a little bit last weekend that she never knows what she's doing with her boyfriend because he ends up not communicating and doesn't really know what to do in a relationship. I joked about teaching him but I really have no desire to do that. So she brought up the idea of us going out on an actual date. I triple checked with her that if she wants a date it's going to be a date, date and I'll be treating it like any other first date that I would have with a person. She then told me just pretend I'm your girlfriend for the night. Heh, twist my arm if you have to I don't know if I can do that (kidding). I'm taking her out to dinner and then going to see a movie of her choice which happens to be The Conjuring. She hates scary movies, but her curiosity always seems to be getting the better of her. Knowing that cuddling with me won't be enough I bought her a stuffed animal and to top that off (since I always give a gift on the first date but this time the stuffed animal was just an extra) I bought her a necklace and put it on the animal's neck. Fingers crossed that she liked it. I'm just nervous about the whole thing because I still don't want to mess it up or be too much...but fate would have it that she told us that she's taking a little break from her boyfriend it was a mutual thing...but still. Here's to hopin!
Still nervous lmao
But video games on the brain. My dad challenged me to Soul Calibur. Going to be thinking about it all day at work xD
ENJOY YOUR FRIDAYS BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!
- Kai
So it's Friday~ HAPPY FRIDAY TO ALL IT'S SUCH A FANTASTIC DAY OF THE WEEK BECAUSE THE WORKWEEK IS OVER AND THE WEEKEND BEGINS!
Normal plans had to get cancelled tonight because the person who was settin' em up is swamped with school I have officially turned it into a game night at my house and I am beyond pumped! I used to have a game night pretty much every summer and my friends and I would dance central into the late hours of the night. I miss that (I also think it's why I gained a few pounds lmao I just love food guys!)
Tomorrow good ol' Saturday is Warped Tour. Holy shit I've never been to one nor did I ever plan on going to one. But my friend hand to cancel on another friend because her mom told her after they'd already gotten the tickets that they had a wedding to go to. I didn't want my friend eating tickets soo.... I'm going. Going to be a long day but luckily it's not supposed to be too hot. And I finally get to see Black Veil Brides~
And then the day after that when I'll normally be getting home from the concert roughly around midnight I have to be up and ready to go to my horseback riding lesson (which I have double this week) at 10:30 in the morning. Then at 2pm I'm going to a BBQ which I'm just really chilling with my friends. Once 4pm kicks in that's where my nerves are going to kick into over drive. I've already got a spiders web knotted in my stomach loaded with butterflies trying to flutter about thinking about it. I've got a date with one of my good friends who I've just so happened to like for most of my time knowing them. She's been taken for about a year.... And She was already taken when I found out that she used to like me back. (My life go figure). But she was complaining a little bit last weekend that she never knows what she's doing with her boyfriend because he ends up not communicating and doesn't really know what to do in a relationship. I joked about teaching him but I really have no desire to do that. So she brought up the idea of us going out on an actual date. I triple checked with her that if she wants a date it's going to be a date, date and I'll be treating it like any other first date that I would have with a person. She then told me just pretend I'm your girlfriend for the night. Heh, twist my arm if you have to I don't know if I can do that (kidding). I'm taking her out to dinner and then going to see a movie of her choice which happens to be The Conjuring. She hates scary movies, but her curiosity always seems to be getting the better of her. Knowing that cuddling with me won't be enough I bought her a stuffed animal and to top that off (since I always give a gift on the first date but this time the stuffed animal was just an extra) I bought her a necklace and put it on the animal's neck. Fingers crossed that she liked it. I'm just nervous about the whole thing because I still don't want to mess it up or be too much...but fate would have it that she told us that she's taking a little break from her boyfriend it was a mutual thing...but still. Here's to hopin!
Still nervous lmao
But video games on the brain. My dad challenged me to Soul Calibur. Going to be thinking about it all day at work xD
ENJOY YOUR FRIDAYS BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!
- Kai
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Well I'll tell you what it went well and we had a lot of fun... And I actually meant to ask her out but we have a friend that used to like me who has really low self esteem...so I chickened out.... I told the girl I went on a date with about it like later that night because it was bothering me and she's like "I would have said yes" :D But she understood why I didn't. Last night we were out at Denny's talking about how we're going to ease everything on to our other friend...
Soooo In a way I already won her over which is awesome but we have a couple bigger issues to deal with.
Though I have date two already planned we're going on a picnic and I'm going to ask her out then for sure.
Thank you so much! I will for sure let you know how it goes~ :3
I think that you would really like her. She really is a sweetheart.