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10 days of Confessions! (Day 5)
12 years ago
Halfway through! D: EVERYBODY PANIC
Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day 2: Nine things about yourself.
Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day 6: Five people who mean a lot to you (in no order whatsoever).
Day 7: Four turn-offs.
Day 8: Three turn-ons.
Day 9: Two emoticons that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession.
1-6. Nothing.
I know this sounds weird to some people... to me it seems perfectly natural, but I've had strange reactions to it in the past. But quite frankly, this is my life, and while I may not be totally happy with the way it is, everything I did in the past shaped who I am today. If I had a time machine, I wouldn't use it to change anything in my past, period. The idea terrifies me, because who knows who I'd turn out to be? And while I have my flaws, like any person, I like who I am for the most part. Even if I wanted to change parts of myself, the implications of suddenly becoming a different person (aside from the natural growth that comes from living) raise creepy existential questions.
This might be a different case if I had seriously screwed up my life somehow (I'm talking like, killing someone, for example), but that would be quite unusual. There are things I've done that I regret, but to me that means "I won't do them again," not "I wish I could go back and undo them."
Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day 2: Nine things about yourself.
Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day 6: Five people who mean a lot to you (in no order whatsoever).
Day 7: Four turn-offs.
Day 8: Three turn-ons.
Day 9: Two emoticons that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession.
1-6. Nothing.
I know this sounds weird to some people... to me it seems perfectly natural, but I've had strange reactions to it in the past. But quite frankly, this is my life, and while I may not be totally happy with the way it is, everything I did in the past shaped who I am today. If I had a time machine, I wouldn't use it to change anything in my past, period. The idea terrifies me, because who knows who I'd turn out to be? And while I have my flaws, like any person, I like who I am for the most part. Even if I wanted to change parts of myself, the implications of suddenly becoming a different person (aside from the natural growth that comes from living) raise creepy existential questions.
This might be a different case if I had seriously screwed up my life somehow (I'm talking like, killing someone, for example), but that would be quite unusual. There are things I've done that I regret, but to me that means "I won't do them again," not "I wish I could go back and undo them."
