As the header of this journal states, yeah...

I recently came to discover I am transgender & have a female side to myself.
Not just that, but my gender flip flops a lot, and the experience is always very intense.

Essentially when I go into being woman, the only thing that doesn't change is my physical appearance, but it might as well. Hormonally, emotionally, mentally, behaviorally, etc, I am pretty much indistinguishable from a female, and this just happens naturally. There are no hormone pills or anything involved.

WARNING: This paragraph contains some explicit details about the experience.
Hell, I know what a period/menstruation feels like. The only thing lacking there is the actual menstrual blood, but everything else is verbatim. My male anatomy does not behave as such either. When I go woman, it essentially shrinks down & shrivels up as much as it possibly can & will essentially just behave like a clitoris. Even my smell down there will smell just like a woman's, and yes, I have verified this. Also, I still like guys but the way I see & view them is totally different when I am a woman, and what turns me on as a guy does not as a woman.
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Now, my core self is still the same, just a different gender when my gender shifts.

Does any of this mean I am planning to get a sex change?
Definitely not. Honestly, I enjoy being able to switch back & forth. I just wish I could also change the physical appearance too because since the experience is so intense, it would be so much easier to appear as how one feels. But oh well. Such is life. But basically when I feel like a man, I'll be one. When I feel like a woman, I will be one. Simple as that. If you can't handle this, I apologize if it bothers you but you don't have to stick around. I have to be myself & be honest with myself. That's what I choose to do, is to embrace myself rather than hide it. So yeah.