... what should I do then... so its true I am maybe anoying? Or I have too many masters? Or I have a wonderful love? Or I have many pets? Or I meow too much? Or I have many forms or I am dessesperated always for friendship and real life friends and I get very sad when I am left out ignored or pushed away... so what now? ... why many get mad for all this... why I most be hated? Why people get mad to me and ignore me and dont evetell me a why.... even when I open myself... then what?... what should I do? What should I say? Am I a jerk? When I care a lot.... even to the ones that dislike me? Am I stupid? Am I retard?... or.... I just dont fit...