I moved here to Toronto two years ago. Why did I do that? I did that to be closer to the furry community. Two years ago, I had a great clique of friends. Everything was awesome. We hung out a lot. We had a lot of meets. We fursuited a lot. Things were awesome. Two years later and I find myself sitting around a lot. All of those friends are doing a lot of things and not including me at all. I feel like a complete loser. I feel like nobody likes me. Yes, I have a lot of social anxiety. I get anxious around people. There are a lot of times when I say nothing. I get depressed easily. People are full of energy and I'm not. So what? I still love and respect you all a lot. Recently, there has been a lot of things going on within the Toronto furry community that my friends are doing and I haven't been invited to participate or even come to hang out with any of them. On top of that, after being here on my own, I have accumulated an extreme amount of debt and am STILL having employment problems despite the fact that I am employed. I feel like people just don't give two shits about communication.

I don't know. I thought that people liked me. That's why I moved to Toronto. To be closer to you people. I guess I will move back to Eastern Ontario, I don't know.

PS: This is not an emo journal. I genuinely feel rejected.