From what I've seen and read, you're a very compassionate person with a creative eye.

You're very creative and kind to others (that last one I heard, since we never actually met, but I believe it)

I'll tell you again, believe me or not.

You're a kind guy, you give a shit about people even when you accidently hurt them. But you need professional help. You're stuck on the same loop around again and you need some how to get off it.

There are people around who want you better. Thats... Thats all I can tell you that I think you'll listen to.

I go in the same loop myself, he is not alone

I second this! You're a funny and caring guy with lots of friends to help you, but we aren't psychiatrists. We'll be here when you need that little help up though! :)

You have good taste of art, sir.

Also, you are talented in doing gmod pics

Don't know u that well but from what I see that your a good person.

And good stuck to foot artwork :D

And i'm sure I would find more positive things if I knew you better. So don't be depressed

Thank you everyone, it means a lot

You mean alot, even if haven't talked alot, the few times you commented you appeared likes a nice and great person ^^. And also do you have many friends that follow you, i'm sure your friends and fans are happy :3.

Well I haven't known you for a that much time but I will tell you what I have noticed makes you more of a caring and compassionate individual that you know yourself.

For many people, dealing with loss or with what others think of you comes in the form of blaming the other person. "They don't like me because they don't understand me!" "They hate me because they are stupid." You, however, don't seem to be this kind of person. To me, you are the type of person that would rather restrain your feelings and opinions to protect those that you truly love and care about. This, to me, is an amazing asset you have; the fact that you would take on your emotions head on, shows an amazing amount of bravery and courage; one that too few people have.

Now maybe I don't know you enough and maybe all the above I just said could be completely wrong. Still, I believe you have a great spirit and and, from what I have seen of you so far, you have great creativity and potential.

As I said 2 journals ago, you may loose some friends that don't see your individuality and selflessness as great blessings, but it only means they did not truly consider you a true friend. Only those that stick with you through your good times and not so good are the friends that are worth having.

I hope I can one day be considered one of these true friends. I know I am not going away any time soon, so be prepared to get one of these re-assuring comments every time one of these sort journals pops up in my inbox. :P

I hope I have helped a bit with your internal struggle. I am sending more dragon snuggles, hugs and licks via UPS. :P

With care,

- Nightraver

that... really means a lot to hear you say that.

Thankyou

*hugs* it did help, you all have

Good to see your doing better. If you ever need to talk you have my skype now. :)