i wanted to wear my latest pretty thing that came in but she said no then said do whatever the fuck i want, which no im not going to now, i am pissed as all hell that i am laid off WHY THE FUCK DID THEY EVEN TAKE ME ON?! FOR FUCKS SAKE, THEN I WOULDNT BE HAVING THIS GODDAMNED PROBLEM PLUS MY PHONE SERVICE IS BEING A BITCH CAN I JUST FUCKING HURT MYSELF? I WANT TO HIT MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL SO BAD THAT IT GOES NUMB FROM THE PAIN PUNCH THE WALLS ENOUGH WHERE MY KNUCKLES BLEED.




AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF THE ICING ON THE PROVERBIAL CAKE, MY MOM SAID SHE WANTS TO BE WITH ME AND NOT SOME WEIRD GIRL IN A WIG......WHAT THE EVER LOVING FUCK

FOR SOMEONE WHO IS SUPPOSED TO BE UNDERSTANDING AND COMPASIONATE THEY CERTAINLY ARE BEING A BITCH WHO DOESNT UNDERSTAND MY INSECURITIES
I FEEL MORE CONFIDENT WHENIM WEARING THAT SHIT WHY? BECAUSE PEOPLE ARENT SEEINGT HIS WEAK TIMID THING


IN CASE MY MOM HASNT NOTICED IM STILL A KID! IM 19 FOR FUCKS SAKE I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE IM SO DONE WITH THEIR SHIT MY DAD COULD CARE LESS AN MOM JUST BITCHES BOUT MY SHIT WHOOP DE FUCKING DO WHAT THE FUCK ELSE DO I HAVE BETTER TO DO?! I HAVE NO JOB I HAVE NO LIFE LET ME WEAR THE FUCK I WANT WHEN I WANT I SHOULD OF JUST WORN ITSHE NEVER NOTICES TILL LAST MINUTE THEN SHE CANT DO JACK SHIT ABOUT IT

NOTHING IS OKAY NYMORE
I JUST ASDLKJFALDKJFAJDFIOAWEJFOAJEFAK;DFGKLGJKFGJAKLD; FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! ........ i just want my life to go back to normal i hate it so much right now im just tired of everything..... oh and im tired and hungry .......i am not okay i seriously hate my life i dont need shit from anyone today not even from ark dont start bitching at me when ive had enough bitching today