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you ever have one of those days?
12 years ago
General
where nothing seems to help ease this horrible ache in your heart?
that's how I feel today.
I just feel so sad and alone right now. I don't have any friends I can go to and just hug them and cry.
the few true life long friends I have all live so far away.. and I can't get to them.. to wrap my arms around them and just sob.. to let out my anger, my sadness, my fear, my anxiety.
I don't have anyone like that for me,
though each day I try my best to make all my friends happy, I try to be there for them when they need it, In times of happiness and sadness.
but not once have I ever been able to go to them physically.. not once have I been able to reach out and touch them.. not once have I ever felt the embrace of a friend... and tonight it's just all too much.
here I am.. crying while I write this.. crying because it's the only way I know how to let go of these feelings..
crying because I made the stupid mistake of letting my emotions build up again.. and crying because I wish I could have a friend to hold and just lean my head on their shoulder and let it all out.
and so here ends my venting journal.. entry number two..
that's how I feel today.
I just feel so sad and alone right now. I don't have any friends I can go to and just hug them and cry.
the few true life long friends I have all live so far away.. and I can't get to them.. to wrap my arms around them and just sob.. to let out my anger, my sadness, my fear, my anxiety.
I don't have anyone like that for me,
though each day I try my best to make all my friends happy, I try to be there for them when they need it, In times of happiness and sadness.
but not once have I ever been able to go to them physically.. not once have I been able to reach out and touch them.. not once have I ever felt the embrace of a friend... and tonight it's just all too much.
here I am.. crying while I write this.. crying because it's the only way I know how to let go of these feelings..
crying because I made the stupid mistake of letting my emotions build up again.. and crying because I wish I could have a friend to hold and just lean my head on their shoulder and let it all out.
and so here ends my venting journal.. entry number two..
that way i'd have someone to turn to.
I live in boring old Richmond Virginia, where the fur population is practically nonexistent
they seem to be everywhere except within reach.
i know that times may seem tuff, and things seem to make it look like your in a nose dive, but it's like the stock market, your life goes up and down from time to time. now the first thing i said, don't take it the wrong way. I've had PLENTY of these kinds of days. of course, most of these (for me) occurred during my middle school years, and those are behind me and in my "DO NOT OPEN" part of my mind. one thing you didn't mention is WHY you feel this way. wazzup? o.o
but if it's other things like not having a job and still trying to get one, your cat having some sort of trouble or anything else, well, not exactly sure what TO say. but, whatever happens, happens, and all you can do is wait for an opening.
I'm almost exactly like you
EXCEPT the fact that IRL I'm isolated
at least you have a reason.
I wish I could say the same
when I get emotional build up I usually write, but lately I haven't done as much as i'd like to