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10 days of Confessions! (Day 10)
12 years ago
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The last day, omg~ o_o
Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day 2: Nine things about yourself.
Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day 6: Five people who mean a lot to you (in no order whatsoever).
Day 7: Four turn-offs.
Day 8: Three turn-ons.
Day 9: Two emoticons that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession.
1. One confession... this one has been on my mind since I started this. There's very little that I keep to myself. I've been thinking for a long time about what I could possibly have to "confess." Sure, I could pick something that I happily tell people, but may have not specifically mentioned here, but... that feels like kind of a cop-out. I mean, it's a confession; surely it should be something you don't normally tell people, right? Of course, it's just a silly meme. I'm under no obligation to reveal a secret just because some conformative activity told me too. But hey, I'm doing this because I wanted to. And it's always good for people to step outside their comfort zones every now and then! But... what the hell do I even have to confess if I'm following that guideline? There isn't a lot. So I've been thinking about it for some time, sifting through my small pile of secrets, or trying to think about things I keep to myself that only I might know—things I've never had the chance to tell others. After perusing it all this time, I came up with something, but... it hit a nerve, and revealed some anger, and I don't think I want to post it. So here's this for you instead, one of the few "scandalous" things about me~
When I was 20, I developed romantic feelings for someone of the age of 12. Relax, the only things felt were emotions. =P I won't lie, it was a bit of a weird experience, but since I don't make a habit of this sort of thing (they are still the only one so young—by a wide margin—to have charmed me thus), I didn't think too much of it. I enjoyed my crush through their simple company and the occasional hug. ^^ Now this person is 19, and still gives me butterflies, and I'm wondering if I should ask them out. ->.>-
Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day 2: Nine things about yourself.
Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day 6: Five people who mean a lot to you (in no order whatsoever).
Day 7: Four turn-offs.
Day 8: Three turn-ons.
Day 9: Two emoticons that describe your life right now.
Day 10: One confession.
1. One confession... this one has been on my mind since I started this. There's very little that I keep to myself. I've been thinking for a long time about what I could possibly have to "confess." Sure, I could pick something that I happily tell people, but may have not specifically mentioned here, but... that feels like kind of a cop-out. I mean, it's a confession; surely it should be something you don't normally tell people, right? Of course, it's just a silly meme. I'm under no obligation to reveal a secret just because some conformative activity told me too. But hey, I'm doing this because I wanted to. And it's always good for people to step outside their comfort zones every now and then! But... what the hell do I even have to confess if I'm following that guideline? There isn't a lot. So I've been thinking about it for some time, sifting through my small pile of secrets, or trying to think about things I keep to myself that only I might know—things I've never had the chance to tell others. After perusing it all this time, I came up with something, but... it hit a nerve, and revealed some anger, and I don't think I want to post it. So here's this for you instead, one of the few "scandalous" things about me~
When I was 20, I developed romantic feelings for someone of the age of 12. Relax, the only things felt were emotions. =P I won't lie, it was a bit of a weird experience, but since I don't make a habit of this sort of thing (they are still the only one so young—by a wide margin—to have charmed me thus), I didn't think too much of it. I enjoyed my crush through their simple company and the occasional hug. ^^ Now this person is 19, and still gives me butterflies, and I'm wondering if I should ask them out. ->.>-
SammyBrooker
~sammybrooker
Go for it, people have dated people with a much wider margin than that. If you really like this person then why not give it a go, yeah?
Zek16
~zek16
OP
*giggle* Well, I've told them how I felt already recently, and it went over pretty well. We'll see, I dunno. x3
SammyBrooker
~sammybrooker
I'm just saying if it was in Europe it wouldn't even be all that weird. My friend in Italy was dating this 29 year old when she was 15. Weird I know but that's the sort of thing that happens there.
Zek16
~zek16
OP
Oh, I don't consider it all that strange. More strange for me... I tend to be attracted to a certain level of emotional maturity, and it still surprises me how this person is so wise and mature beyond their years. Plus, er, there is kind of a wide margin between 15 and 12. xD It's called puberty, haha~
SammyBrooker
~sammybrooker
That's not what I meant XP I meant the margin between 19 and 27(?)
Zek16
~zek16
OP
lol, yeah, I know. But that's the issue... that it feels kinda weird to date someone you liked so young rather than the gap between your ages. That part doesn't bother me at all.
