i think after the past 5 days i have reached a new level of happy i have not attained in many many years... i wont go into details about this quite yet... but ive really been given a renewed sense of purpose, hope, and future - something i felt very much slipping from my grasp lately.
I honestly want to say that because of recent events and how theyre playing out my anxiety levels have gone down considerably, and i dont find myself down anymore. I really hope this continues like it is currently going, because maybe finally i will rid myself of severe anxiety problems and any residual depression nonsense...

Im really hopeful and optimistic for the near future. :)

(now this all said i have a bad migraine so ill get back to you later - *falls over* )