What should i do?
12 years ago
General
1st, sorry about my "engrishz", its horrible, i know, but ill try to explain this the best i can:
I feel unable to finish anything, not just drawing but anything i start, i keep thinking 10000000 ways to finish it and i end up with so many things in my head that something inside me explodes and makes me stop. Im really indecise and very perfectionist.... horrible combo, i know... but i dont know what to do, dont wanna stop drawing and i wanna finish what i start (and stuff like "stop thinking and just do it" doesnt work)
Advice someone? i feel really stressed and i dont wanna end up all crazy :(
I feel unable to finish anything, not just drawing but anything i start, i keep thinking 10000000 ways to finish it and i end up with so many things in my head that something inside me explodes and makes me stop. Im really indecise and very perfectionist.... horrible combo, i know... but i dont know what to do, dont wanna stop drawing and i wanna finish what i start (and stuff like "stop thinking and just do it" doesnt work)
Advice someone? i feel really stressed and i dont wanna end up all crazy :(
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The human attention span is short... roughly 10 minutes depending on the subject.... if your finding that your mind is being flooded with ideas... take a break and try to forget about it until you want to get back to work... if not that then take the 5 minuteish break and try to think of ways you could just incorporate your new ideas... you could always draw more.... make a list....
Whenever inspiration strikes, don't talk yourself out of pausing what you're doing to write it down.
And, as other people have said, take a break, and leave something unfinished. This is something where writing and drawing can be similar--I start a lot of stories, but finish very few. I post some of the unfinished ones, but I have a lot on my harddrive that are in various stages of completion due to losing inspiration, having another idea I want to try out instead, or not being sure how to proceed from where I am to where I want to go. I've had a couple of stories sit unfinished for years, until a sudden bit of inspiration helps me finish it.
Ultimately I think it's better to start and leave unfinished a lot of pieces than to wind up starting one and not doing anything else because of a feeling that the one piece needs to be finished before moving on. Don't be afraid to share the unfinished pieces, either. Some may be "finished enough" that nobody would realize, and it's possible that response to a piece might give you what you need to finish it.
I start stories, and they fall to the wayside because I just can't figure out how to complete it properly. I have one story that's been dangling in limbo for over a year despite it being considered 'complete' once before.
There's no harm in coming back to something later. There's no harm in posting incomplete things ... sketches in your case. Worry about colouring later, or see about asking a trusted friend for some colouring advice. I know of at least a few folks you could easily ask to swap colouring ideas with lol
Big hugs ... I enjoy your work, and hope you feel good enough to post some more of it soon :3
Hope you can find what you need :)
Your work has always been good from what I see. Trying to change a style is like trying to change the artist... And we still want YOU as the artist. :P
The only thing I can say is that you can attempt to leave the images uncolored and then color them on the computer - that way you have copies of the pic if you want to restart. Try not to get frustrated. Put pics away that are bothering you. Work on another picture or go for a walk or something.
Like I said, I am sure others feel the same, I come for your work because of how you make it. I enjoy your art, but don't make yourself unhappy over it. It will just make your artwork feel like a chore to you...
Also to put things into perspective: you're on FurAffinity. I can't even recall the last time I got a nasty comment, much less so a trollish comment. I post videos on YouTube. That's... night and day. I post pictures and people are happy. If it's fetishy then moreso happy. I heard "legends" of idiots who question the realism of hyper, but if I ever see one.... then they're the idiots, not me.
YouTube on the other hand? Yeeesh!
-I present an opinion => People who disagree with me, bash me because my opinion apparently is objectively wrong
-People complain about my accent or production quality => because CLEARLY those are things that I can easily fix not having a job while living in a central European country
-People bash me for only watching 1 episode of a TV series and reviewing it based on just that => not even realizing that I've watched the whole show and just decided to analyse a specific episode to present my point
FA is NOT YouTube. I doubt anyone here wants to see you dead, stomp you to the ground or anything. Come to think of it, you have almost a THOUSAND watchers.... CLEARLY there are people who want to see more of your work, so keeping it from them while it's made, is just cruel. What could you possibly present that could offend them? I've once shown a Rule34 "Angry Beavers" picture, it did offend like 10 people, but I just responded to them that I've seen this sketch, liked it, and felt like coloring it. I admitted that I am embarrassed about this. 9 of these people accepted my response, they were understanding, and that was that. The 10th person? ... he was obviously a troll, so I blocked him! STORY CLOSED!!!!!
I know it's rough. I mean I myself want to think of the internet as a place where I can escape from the jerks of real life, but with how the internet changed, you can never really escape it for sure. You have to learn to deal with it.
If it's constructive criticism, respond to it in a mature way.
If it's a trollish aimless hateful comment, ignore it, don't feed the troll by acknowledging his existence!
so what if not a lot of people like it, its usually best an art piece gets a small following at first and then grows, rather than just playing to the crowd; playing to a crowd can be really lonely and not fun at all!