I'm just writing this journal to let the few people i love and care about most in this world to know how special they are to me you guys are my family and we've been through a lot together and yet here we are still standing side by side through everything and just like any family i know we fight bicker and sometimes want to kill each other for how badly we each get on each others nerves and lately i know things have been tough were going through a lot of changes and sadly it seems as if now and days where not a family....we seem to be drifting apart and i really cant take much more im at my limit.....there are some times when we act normal laughing and cutting up like we always do then the moment passes and there's a brick wall there in its place....its sad to say...but if your guys are reading this....please let us go back to being normal and if there's anything that's bothering you anything at all please just let me know what it is so we can go back to being our happily little family.....you guys are all i have and i just want to know if were still that way....if not i don't know what I'm going to do....