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A fresh start...
12 years ago
Now that the negativity of last week is starting to fade...I must admit that I feel much happier with the new direction I'm taking. With The Furry Forum (the forum most like FAF without the vitriol) back online, and after rejoining Furtopia, things are pretty good.
I'm also happy to have commissioned
terrawolfdog for a new reference sheet for BF, and the early sketches are looking very promising. :) I'm also excited to actually have a decent gallery going on on...after this page sat dead for a while and my old account sat dead for years.
Next up will be my attending my first cons, and then Anthrocon next year, potentially with a partial fursuit. Looking into a possible Disney World trip too...its been 9 years since I last went with the old crew...this time Ill be going with a much smaller group, if I go at all, but it's a nice thought at least.
Also feeling much more "me" lately as I've begun to learn to be happy on my own again. I've been single since May and I'm starting to feel pretty content working on myself and doing what makes me happy. It's really nice. The last time I was single was back in 2009...so it's all new for me all over again.
While I'm not looking for anything for a while as I get my life in order...I've met some super awesome people in the fandom lately that give me hope that when I do love again, I can find someone I can trust.
So I'm feeling hopeful and rather content right now. This is rare for me, and I hope to keep this going. :)
I'm also happy to have commissioned
terrawolfdog for a new reference sheet for BF, and the early sketches are looking very promising. :) I'm also excited to actually have a decent gallery going on on...after this page sat dead for a while and my old account sat dead for years.Next up will be my attending my first cons, and then Anthrocon next year, potentially with a partial fursuit. Looking into a possible Disney World trip too...its been 9 years since I last went with the old crew...this time Ill be going with a much smaller group, if I go at all, but it's a nice thought at least.
Also feeling much more "me" lately as I've begun to learn to be happy on my own again. I've been single since May and I'm starting to feel pretty content working on myself and doing what makes me happy. It's really nice. The last time I was single was back in 2009...so it's all new for me all over again.
While I'm not looking for anything for a while as I get my life in order...I've met some super awesome people in the fandom lately that give me hope that when I do love again, I can find someone I can trust.
So I'm feeling hopeful and rather content right now. This is rare for me, and I hope to keep this going. :)
I'm glad you're feeling okay Blue! Or, well, better at least.
Remember, I'll always be here to listen to you! :)
But back onto the subject, I am SO glad you're high in spirits nowadays! :) I hope things continue going well for you.
and not having negativity is a nice thing too. it can be hard to make choices as to what is healthy for you as a person, and any that steer you away from things that invariably end up bad or stressful are often beneficial.
enjoy the con-going, ive never been myself, but i plan to go next year. whether it will be to watch the human trainwreck or participate in something that i enjoy, i have yet to know.
As for love....finding security with myself means I can time myself enough respect to steer clear of or end things with anyone toxic...this is what I struggled with in the past. It really is true that you can't truly stay happy until you become happy with yourself. I encourage others to do this too.