Now and forever. After losing everything, after losing everyone that claimed their love to me, the only one that showed truly how much she loved me is gone. And has been gone for 3 years now, because fate is cruel. I found that someone, and she passed away. I can't take the pain, the lies, the broken promises anymore, from others. I'm nothing more than an experiment to people.

All I want is a simple life, a wife, a child or two, and that's it. If we'd need to struggle I could care less so long as I have my family. I yearn to be a father, to raise a child from birth, to see the look in their eyes when they say they love their daddy. To hear from my wife everyday, how much she loves me, is all I ask, nothing more. I don't care about who makes dinner, I'll make it too, or even together. Teach the kids how to do things for themselves as they grow up, step by step.

This is all I want out of life, not the heartache of lies, broken promises, what could've been. I just want, love, and family.

But it's too much to ask for. No matter how many times I fail. I don't want love anymore, I just want to live, and just live, no one else, no significant other. Give me that, and I'll make due, than getting constantly hit with broken promises.