Again, I've had my heart broken. I'm getting really tired of this. I should have expected it this time, she broke my heart once already, and the last time I gave a girl a second chance it turned into heartbreak as well. So I guess I was just asking for it this time.

Is it really so hard to ask to find a girl who won't break my heart? I want to give up, but I won't. My biggest dream is to be mated with two daughters. I always wanted to have that before I got as old as I have.

Oh well, at least I have a reason to be depressed for the next while, instead of my usual "just depressed" mood. And I can't write while I'm depressed, which makes me more depressed ... oh well, I have lots of video games to distract myself with for the next while. I'll just write bits and pieces when I get the ideas ... they'll probably suck, because depression ruins my flow, but whatever ...