So anyways my little world decided to exploded and quickly imploded. First was already to pull my hair out because of stupid family problems. So I decided to go see one of my favorite persons to find he was mad/upset/shutting down about something I did and didn't realized I did it. So we fought in a way he wouldn't I'd lose a gasket but then I was like give him space and let him call me when he's ready to talk. I was doing completely fine finding things I need to do until someone decided to remind. Then after doing almost everything I took a nap to wake up irritated so I watched some TV. Girl Code on, it made me feel better until someone decided to call wanting to talk about my problems so I cried for a few minutes then become numb. But so these people who are like trying to help me went and bought me cupcakes and ice cream which I needed. But then I get call from the person I'm fighting with in the middle of the night which had done the night before. So he was like I'm sorry but I was like I rather talked to you after you got some sleep. The next day comes I feel better so I sent him an email with a list of things on want to work. But he never called so I tried calling like 4 time that day like every few hours I would try even though I said I wasn't. And like he didn't answer and I was like you said you were sorry and wanted to work things out. And the last time I called he answered and said he was and he would call me back later. I felt like a bitch for getting pissed off but I was like do I still love him after all of this, I mean I seriously thought if I saw he I'd beat the shit out of him but like a small part of me wants to make things work and I got all confused. So I called a close friend to talk about it she gave some good advice which lead me to believe yeah I want to work it out but I'm still pissed off. So like four hours later I'm cooking dinner and he calls all sad saying he didn't want to lose me too. Because like his "best friend" is moving away soon and blah blah blah etc. After dinner the people who are trying to help are wanting to talk to me about this best friend person well one of them was then the other person over heard and was is this what it's all about another peron. And I was like no and so both peoples was trying give me advice and pick my brain. I got overly loaded and freaked out and like one of them got mad I said I was sorry to the other. I tried explain why I freak out but they thought knew exactly why and was just coming with stupid reasons which I wasn't. so it got today and he was supposed to call but he hasn't so I went from forgiving him to I'm pissed off at him an like I mad at the other peoples. So my life is going to hell in a hand basket. Sorry I'm on delay for artwork.