to those who have been wondering why i dont do things like update my journal here and whatnot, i am working on doing something along the lines of fixing that, ife has had its turns and its ups and downs but i have gotten through them mostly, i have a job now working security which is cool if you think a hammer to the head is fun, but alas it pays the bills for now, as for my renders and art and whatnot, i have some new things that i have been working ont hat i will eventually post here for yall to see, as for those who hate me, well what can i do, its your decision to do as such not mine so i cant change that no matter what i do, to those who like me, cool beans, stick around the future holds more insanity, to those who love me, well i love you too!