yeah my birthday is monday and ill be 20 years old. Am i excited? not really. Its the end of 2 decades on earth but its nothing like when i turned 18 and got to buy guns and knives and stuff. To celebrate, tomarrow im going to pizzahut with family and on monday im celebrating my actual Bday with 5 friends........or atleast that was the plan.

Talked it over with 5 friends to come over, have some burgers, play cornhole and have a fire. We got all the food purchased, getting the cake tomorrow. One friend had work on monday so hes coming by for an hour and the other who said he was good on monday has court in the morning but he has a monthly school group meeting at cicis that day. So yeah he didnt mention that when he said he was good for monday aaaaaaaand he also said we will just have my party at cicis instead of my place. >_> not like we bought a $50 corn hole game for my party and bought all the food for it already. Thats not all, another one of my friends who is coming to my party got mad at me for my political views and scolded me using my own religion to do so saying i was going against gods will. I keep religion and politics (if we dont share opinions) out of my friendships. Whats weird is he has the same political views. -.-

Just feeling alittle abandoned right now. Well you find out who your friends are i guess. Which is why, i want to thank you all for your watch's!