My mind has been troubled this past week. Iv been VERY heavy in thought. About my past and about my future. I will may be leaving some things in my life behind so that I can move forward. This will be a difficult task but I think it is necessary. This comes from the place I find myself in my life. I have always been working hard to better myself. That is to try and make my life better and live it well. However, Iv always identified myself as Christian but iv I havent put much effort into being one other than going to church and doing alittle reading. It has only been recently that my Christian beliefs have really become a weigh on my shoulder. Call it an awakening if you wish. This has greatly affect how I see myself. What iv done and where im going. Some of the changes I need to do in my life will affect my life as a furry. I AM NOT LEAVING THE FANDOM. Let me be clear about that but some change will take place. If anyone wants to talk about it im open. Just send me a note. I Could really use use some prayers as I go through this change.

~Varment