Well...today my mother and I took Jasmine down to a place to be cremated and placed in a bamboo box as we didn't have enough money for a silver jar...but I put what money I had into getting a dogtag with Jasmine's pawprint on it to keep on me at all times. I stayed up most of the night thinking I was just having a bad dream but...its all real and she's gone...Jasmine was 12 years old this year in April...