Broke up with my mate ended up making him break down because of me. had courted him for 7 months? then we dated for like 3 weeks. And I broke up cuz i'm an idiot. He ended up cutting because of me and how I acted To be honest I feel like an idiot. Not gonna go in the specifics of why we broke up. But, ended up causing accusations afterword that were not true because of others talking. Like always I assumed and attacked him for the wrong reasons.. Children services were at my house cuz of my 15 year old sister pretty much not getting to her appts and being late a lot at school last school year. Going to Cleveland State soon.. Gonna get to do my classes soon..really scared. but to be honest I still hate myself at how i just destroyed my ex mate. I guess that is what i do best. push away those who love me most then do my best to keep them away :/ been thinking of it all and it hurts. Just hate the cycle would end already.