For many people, today is the day that they find out their A-Level results. For many people, years of hard work will result in top grades.

I did attempt an A Level back in high school, but I ended up pulling out because I was so stressed out with other aspects of life that it almost cost me my life. I kinda feel like a failure, as ridiculous as that may sound.

I am starting an NVQ in travel and Tourism course in September so at least I am finally getting back into the education circuit but still, I just can't help thinking about the last time I was in education.

I suppose it doesn't help I had a nightmare about my suicide attempt and everyone I know today seems to be in a foul mood. My parents even went as far as calling me a lazy shit, even though I'm the one who helps out the most. I just feel lonely and alone today.....the weekend can't come soon enough.