My apologies for being an utter extreme failure for the in stream commissions. The pressure of needing to get things done quickly completely capsized my anxiety.

Im still not getting any money till the 30th, and having myself, my mother three cats and a dog to feed is adding to the stress. This isnt me just coping out, which I just realized it probably sounded like in stream. I cant breathe, my chest is tight, Im shaking so bad I cant type and my fingers are numb.

Im going to try opening creature creations and fetus adopts once I feel vaguely better, but Im not sure if anyone is interested in those anymore.