And I have to say this is probably the lowest ive gotten for awhile. I exhausted from the mental stress. I just want to curl up and sleep.

I get to the dentist, he tells me CANT do the xray. Confused I asked what the fucking point was of the appt, he said to check my teeth to see if they are causing the jaw pain(haha fuck you no. but they werent).

He tells me the xray is not covered for another three years, as they can only be done every five. I could phone my old dentist for the xray if they still had it, but its two years old and im certain my jaw has gotten worse from then.

He referred me to an oral surgeon, but after phoning the surgeon I get informed that its a TWO YEAR wait to even see the tmj specialist, and no its not covered by alberta health or social services.

So I dont know what to do, I spent a bit of time crying in the damn mall like a wuss, and now im just..bleh.