I Just Can't.
12 years ago
General
I you After I finish the YCH for Tila, I'm gonna start packing. You want to tell my parents, that's fine. I'm too upset to talk to them right now, about anything. But the long and the short of it is this: We'll be out of this hell hole in 6 weeks. They want their car before that? Fine, what the fuck ever, I don't give a flying shit anymore.
The kids and I will be out of the car, and the trailer in six weeks. Even if that means we have to move to the InterFaith Sanctuary in DT Boise so we can stay together. I will do whatever I have to to keep my chidren safe and happy. I exist to care for my babies. That is all, the rest of the world can go and fuck itself with a spiky metal dildo.
Apologies for the drama, and the foul language, but I'm done with people that say they're helping me because they love me and then turn around and say 'if you didn't have children, your ass would be in the street.' So much for loving and caring about me.
Just want you all to know I'll be quiet. And I'll be cleaning out my journals. If I delete a raffle journal and that disqualifies me, whatever. It's not important. It's just art, my babies are more important to me than my own life, so what's a bit of digital, or traditional, art mean in the long run. Not much. No offense to anyone is meant, I really love this community and most of the artists here are absolutely awesome people, and their art is damn good too.
I'm just gonna stop venting...the last journal, and this one, are why I don't generally bitch about my life, or vent about how I'm feeling. Because every time I do, it gets blown out of proportion and I get 'in trouble'. It's fucking ridiculous is what it is.
Love and God Bless,
Leaf Storm
The kids and I will be out of the car, and the trailer in six weeks. Even if that means we have to move to the InterFaith Sanctuary in DT Boise so we can stay together. I will do whatever I have to to keep my chidren safe and happy. I exist to care for my babies. That is all, the rest of the world can go and fuck itself with a spiky metal dildo.
Apologies for the drama, and the foul language, but I'm done with people that say they're helping me because they love me and then turn around and say 'if you didn't have children, your ass would be in the street.' So much for loving and caring about me.
Just want you all to know I'll be quiet. And I'll be cleaning out my journals. If I delete a raffle journal and that disqualifies me, whatever. It's not important. It's just art, my babies are more important to me than my own life, so what's a bit of digital, or traditional, art mean in the long run. Not much. No offense to anyone is meant, I really love this community and most of the artists here are absolutely awesome people, and their art is damn good too.
I'm just gonna stop venting...the last journal, and this one, are why I don't generally bitch about my life, or vent about how I'm feeling. Because every time I do, it gets blown out of proportion and I get 'in trouble'. It's fucking ridiculous is what it is.
Love and God Bless,
Leaf Storm
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I'd like to get to know you better too...I know it looks like I fell of the face of the world as soon as the 'shark week' picture was done...and I feel terrible about that, but RL stuff, real serious RL stuff, has dragged me away. :( And it sucks hardcore.