Worst News I Could Ever Be Told.....
12 years ago
so today my best friend mother's just told me she tried to hang herself recently......
Like im still in shock mode and haven't started crying yet.....
I have known this girl since 6th grade....
The whole time that shes been out of state with her mom shes called and told me how great it feels to be out there and not being here in GA
I was really happy for her that she was finally happy with life. She got a job and made new friends....so automatically i thought she was doing great...
Now i find out shes trying to kill herself and she feels no one cares about her at all......not even me :( Her mom said that to me herself....I dont understand..i was always there for her when she needed someone. She never ever came to me with problems about her life or issues going on at all....it was always happy news....and im so busy with my own life that sometimes i cant reply to a text she sends me which is rare. I am one who never really texts first i wait for the other person to text.....
*now starts crying* I am so scared right now....i have never had a friend be like this before...especially one so close. When i was little i did have a friend die in a car accident and that was pretty hard on me....now this is happening.....I am praying for her so bad and i fear for the worse.....
Idk if anyone else has had this problem but...i just need prayers for my friend and her family
And for my friends that ik personally and know who i am talking about please do not go off telling everyone.....just ...dont
Like im still in shock mode and haven't started crying yet.....
I have known this girl since 6th grade....
The whole time that shes been out of state with her mom shes called and told me how great it feels to be out there and not being here in GA
I was really happy for her that she was finally happy with life. She got a job and made new friends....so automatically i thought she was doing great...
Now i find out shes trying to kill herself and she feels no one cares about her at all......not even me :( Her mom said that to me herself....I dont understand..i was always there for her when she needed someone. She never ever came to me with problems about her life or issues going on at all....it was always happy news....and im so busy with my own life that sometimes i cant reply to a text she sends me which is rare. I am one who never really texts first i wait for the other person to text.....
*now starts crying* I am so scared right now....i have never had a friend be like this before...especially one so close. When i was little i did have a friend die in a car accident and that was pretty hard on me....now this is happening.....I am praying for her so bad and i fear for the worse.....
Idk if anyone else has had this problem but...i just need prayers for my friend and her family
And for my friends that ik personally and know who i am talking about please do not go off telling everyone.....just ...dont

TheDykeNextDoor
~thedykenextdoor
hey, im just going to say that im here for you and everything is going to be okay, its not your fault this is going on. just be there for her right now till she pulls through, whatever you do, just don't stop!