Super pissed off, rant journal...
12 years ago
Warning: Lots of fucking profanity, deal with it.
So, a few weeks ago my dad began to see this new girl. I was happy for him, he just lost a shit ton of weight and it was great to see him finally getting out there and such. So, first time I hear about this he missed 4 days of work straight, claiming he was sick, but stayed at her fucking place the whole time. Next, he missed a few more days the following week, and yup, you guessed it, he was fucking with her again. Now, what caused me to suddenly need to rant about this? Well, he just recently got moved to third shift so he can train a new guy, he hasn't really fucking been there because he'd go to her place after work, get no damn sleep and then not go to work because he's to fucking tired to drive (he's a trucker). Yes, I know it's fucking dangerous for him to drive tired, but he's tired because he's fucking staying at her place till god damn 5 and not going to bed till after 5:30. He didn't go to bed until I got home from work! Then he comes to my room tonight and goes 'I should probably start leaving there at 2 instead of when I have been so I can get more sleep" no fucking duh! He's the one that pays our rent and power and water, ect, ect. IF he loses his fucking job we lose our god damn place! Sure, he's been checking on her because she recently had to go to the hospital, but a girl isn't worth fucking lose your job and ruining our god damn lives because you made it so we're fucking homeless because you fucking don't sleep when you should be because you got moved a different fucking shift! I know he doesn't like his job but this is no god damn reason to do this when he's fucking endangering both our lives with this! I'm so fucking pissed off that if I didn't already have my night guard on and prepped for bed, i'd be fucking drinking my ass off just to try and calm down. UGH! Well that's how my life is now. I guess fucking being homeless is in my future at the rate he's fucking going.
So, a few weeks ago my dad began to see this new girl. I was happy for him, he just lost a shit ton of weight and it was great to see him finally getting out there and such. So, first time I hear about this he missed 4 days of work straight, claiming he was sick, but stayed at her fucking place the whole time. Next, he missed a few more days the following week, and yup, you guessed it, he was fucking with her again. Now, what caused me to suddenly need to rant about this? Well, he just recently got moved to third shift so he can train a new guy, he hasn't really fucking been there because he'd go to her place after work, get no damn sleep and then not go to work because he's to fucking tired to drive (he's a trucker). Yes, I know it's fucking dangerous for him to drive tired, but he's tired because he's fucking staying at her place till god damn 5 and not going to bed till after 5:30. He didn't go to bed until I got home from work! Then he comes to my room tonight and goes 'I should probably start leaving there at 2 instead of when I have been so I can get more sleep" no fucking duh! He's the one that pays our rent and power and water, ect, ect. IF he loses his fucking job we lose our god damn place! Sure, he's been checking on her because she recently had to go to the hospital, but a girl isn't worth fucking lose your job and ruining our god damn lives because you made it so we're fucking homeless because you fucking don't sleep when you should be because you got moved a different fucking shift! I know he doesn't like his job but this is no god damn reason to do this when he's fucking endangering both our lives with this! I'm so fucking pissed off that if I didn't already have my night guard on and prepped for bed, i'd be fucking drinking my ass off just to try and calm down. UGH! Well that's how my life is now. I guess fucking being homeless is in my future at the rate he's fucking going.
Immortal_Vanguard
~immortalvanguard
Yeah, that's a pretty legit rant hon :<
Sharkie
~icyfoxy
Awe... I'm very sorry hear that. I will wish everything good will happen. *gives hugs*
MasterGamer101
~mastergamer101
Awwww.... I feel bad for you. I hope something good will happen for you. *hugs*
bloodgod245
~bloodgod245
he needs to know he is risking your home over this. *hug*
michaelbertucci
!michaelbertucci
I have felt your pain . my father is a crack head and almost lost our home so Manny times. I know what position your in trying to stop every thing from falling and your father now giving a rap about any thing but his desires. some fathers need a slap of cold reality some times.
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