I went to the doctor yesterday to see if I could get my IUD taken out for fear that it could be harming me, because I've been having pain. Well, the doctor said the IUD was fine and that he thinks I should keep it in though it was up to me, which I did end up keeping it. Here's the wonderful news. I have an ovarian cyst and though it may go away on it's own, if it isn't gone by the time I have to go back in 6 weeks I need to have surgery to have it removed. ;D; So... wonderful...

I've never had surgery so I'm freaked out by this possibility. I freak out even with drawing blood, even though I'm kinda used to it a bit now since it's been done to be so much. But surgery is something that scares me way more obviously and I can see myself panicking if I have to do it. ;^;

Sorry for this journal. I know I may be overreacting or something. It's just something new to me.