...and not in a yiffy sense, either. Hell, if I had it my way, it'd be in a Hobbit sense. I practically am one. But the truth is, it's a situation in my life that's getting sadder and sadder by the day, and there's little to no excuse for it.

Ever listened to Alice In Chains' "Down In a Hole"? That's me right now. More like for the past year. I feel hopeless and helpless and everything in between... even though I know I should try and be more positive, getting shit started, etc.

My life and spirit are overly stagnant right now. The only things keeping me going are my cats, my friends and the hope that one day, my dreams will be done. I have a lot to offer to the world in the film industry... but can I find the courage and most of all the effort to do it in time?