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Truth is stranger than fiction
12 years ago
...so above and beyond, I imagine.
Since I'm still alive and here, I'd like to share some experiences I've had in my life thus far. But first I'd like to give some backstory to this true tale that's stranger than fiction.
I was raised as a Jehovah's Witness for the first 13-14 years of my life by my mother, who was very faithful and devout to the religion. My father and sister ended up dropping out before I did, and I think that's why my mom was so afraid of losing me to "the world". I've always been "different", and my existence itself was unplanned - a "surprise" as she would say. :)
Anyway, I've always had some connection to emotions that are greater than myself and to things that are, shall we say, beyond this world. Between the ages of 3 and 6 (approximately) I had one experience that I can neither fully recall nor ever forget. I believe I was waking up and I began seeing little white "things" that began sticking up and down in between the wall and my bed, almost as if it were a game of hide-and-seek. They might have come onto the bed but I'm not entirely sure. I also remember either them or something else fractalize and shift nearby on the opposite side of the room. I didn't realize it at the time being so young, but I felt as if I was in a psychedelic state of some kind. Like they were trying to hypnotize me. I wasn't afraid - in fact I was quite calm, but obviously I was still a bit freaked out, so I ran or crawled to the doorway. Shortly afterwards I heard my mother call for me from the utility room, and with enough willpower I exited the room. Then everything went pitch black, but I was still aware enough to go to her and tell her that I saw something. Going back to my room I had gained back most of my vision and awareness, but there was nothing out of the ordinary to be found in my room when we got there. Before she died a few years ago, she told me that she had a faint memory of that occurrence. Whether they were inter-dimensional or extraterrestrial entities, or a hypnopompic hallucination, I still don't know to this day.
When I was a pre-teen I started to experience what I think was demonic presences. I had sequencing nightmares about a haunted room in my grandfather's house. Both of my grandfathers were Freemasons, but I'm talking about my maternal grandfather, who was a Shriner. In my dreams, the house would be in a different form each time, but the evil in whichever room it was in remained the same. I briefly saw a girl in a mirror run behind me in the dark room that my mother told me (in the dream) was "the curse of her past". I found what I believe to be that same mirror in real life in a room that used to belong to my mother but became a storage room for her father, a room that always interested and even "beckoned" me in a dark way to it when I was a child, the same room that my grandfather used to always yell at me to come out of when I tried to explore in it. Curious, no?
In my early teen years, things began to get interesting. I believe a kitsune (fox demon) attached itself to and intertwined with my soul. He has a purpose of destiny, possibly divinity and hopefully redemption, and I share it with him. I have a great future of great ideas (particularly in the film industry) if I can just make it happen. Anyway, my teen years is when I began getting interested in Wicca and exploring my sexuality. They were troubled times... but I still hold on to some parts dearly. I remember my first real kiss was with a fellow teen named Jake, out in the country, during a rainstorm. Doesn't get much more magical than that. :) Well, maybe it does. I remember once getting a flashback vision of a memory of the Fox. Something that involved a forest, and a large bonfire that other kitsune were dancing around. I remember betrayal. Maybe that's what he wants to redeem himself for...
One night back in April 2009, two friends and I were down in a city river ravine nearby some apartment complexes. Obviously it was dark, but I happened to look up for a moment and that's when I saw it. My first and only sighting of a UFO. It was triangular or boomerang-shaped, completely cloaked except for the few lights making out the craft in a V shape, and it was cruising silently and rather slowly approximately 300 feet or so in the air above us until it disappeared into some clouds. My friends were just as much in awe as I was. Whether it was aliens, a secret government/military project or something else, I'm not sure. Whatever it was, I think it was some kind of advanced craft.
Was I meant to have all these experiences for a mentally and spiritually great pursuit of knowledge? Or are some things just coincidence and I'm living a life of deceit and delusion? The latter is more depressing, so I'll go with #1. It keeps making my life an adventure. :)
I was raised as a Jehovah's Witness for the first 13-14 years of my life by my mother, who was very faithful and devout to the religion. My father and sister ended up dropping out before I did, and I think that's why my mom was so afraid of losing me to "the world". I've always been "different", and my existence itself was unplanned - a "surprise" as she would say. :)
Anyway, I've always had some connection to emotions that are greater than myself and to things that are, shall we say, beyond this world. Between the ages of 3 and 6 (approximately) I had one experience that I can neither fully recall nor ever forget. I believe I was waking up and I began seeing little white "things" that began sticking up and down in between the wall and my bed, almost as if it were a game of hide-and-seek. They might have come onto the bed but I'm not entirely sure. I also remember either them or something else fractalize and shift nearby on the opposite side of the room. I didn't realize it at the time being so young, but I felt as if I was in a psychedelic state of some kind. Like they were trying to hypnotize me. I wasn't afraid - in fact I was quite calm, but obviously I was still a bit freaked out, so I ran or crawled to the doorway. Shortly afterwards I heard my mother call for me from the utility room, and with enough willpower I exited the room. Then everything went pitch black, but I was still aware enough to go to her and tell her that I saw something. Going back to my room I had gained back most of my vision and awareness, but there was nothing out of the ordinary to be found in my room when we got there. Before she died a few years ago, she told me that she had a faint memory of that occurrence. Whether they were inter-dimensional or extraterrestrial entities, or a hypnopompic hallucination, I still don't know to this day.
When I was a pre-teen I started to experience what I think was demonic presences. I had sequencing nightmares about a haunted room in my grandfather's house. Both of my grandfathers were Freemasons, but I'm talking about my maternal grandfather, who was a Shriner. In my dreams, the house would be in a different form each time, but the evil in whichever room it was in remained the same. I briefly saw a girl in a mirror run behind me in the dark room that my mother told me (in the dream) was "the curse of her past". I found what I believe to be that same mirror in real life in a room that used to belong to my mother but became a storage room for her father, a room that always interested and even "beckoned" me in a dark way to it when I was a child, the same room that my grandfather used to always yell at me to come out of when I tried to explore in it. Curious, no?
In my early teen years, things began to get interesting. I believe a kitsune (fox demon) attached itself to and intertwined with my soul. He has a purpose of destiny, possibly divinity and hopefully redemption, and I share it with him. I have a great future of great ideas (particularly in the film industry) if I can just make it happen. Anyway, my teen years is when I began getting interested in Wicca and exploring my sexuality. They were troubled times... but I still hold on to some parts dearly. I remember my first real kiss was with a fellow teen named Jake, out in the country, during a rainstorm. Doesn't get much more magical than that. :) Well, maybe it does. I remember once getting a flashback vision of a memory of the Fox. Something that involved a forest, and a large bonfire that other kitsune were dancing around. I remember betrayal. Maybe that's what he wants to redeem himself for...
One night back in April 2009, two friends and I were down in a city river ravine nearby some apartment complexes. Obviously it was dark, but I happened to look up for a moment and that's when I saw it. My first and only sighting of a UFO. It was triangular or boomerang-shaped, completely cloaked except for the few lights making out the craft in a V shape, and it was cruising silently and rather slowly approximately 300 feet or so in the air above us until it disappeared into some clouds. My friends were just as much in awe as I was. Whether it was aliens, a secret government/military project or something else, I'm not sure. Whatever it was, I think it was some kind of advanced craft.
Was I meant to have all these experiences for a mentally and spiritually great pursuit of knowledge? Or are some things just coincidence and I'm living a life of deceit and delusion? The latter is more depressing, so I'll go with #1. It keeps making my life an adventure. :)
Tara_Swift_Claw
~taraswiftclaw
and assassisn creed saying comes to mind. nothing is true everything permitted XD. thus question everything tought. i also know there is spirit realm or somthign close or dimentions had wierd dreams to. im starting to think aliens are actualy dimentional beings as well like sense our time is slower or somthign were a nexes point and can light speed or jump from one point in their galaxy to ours and sense our time runs slower or what ever then theirs they dont age as fast or something. and mars probly has life but its on the other side of the vail.
