While I have left this account
this site
I still return here every once in a while
for no matter how much I try it
I cant leave this place behind me
despite being only a lurker
FA still became a huge part of my life
and I cant help but feel depressed
that despite endless aspirations
I never managed to bring them to reality
never learned to draw
never managed to write
Or learned how to use flash

never even got to commission someone to try and bring my dreams to drawing
and so I cant help but feel depressed
at all the time wasted and time lost
forever gone