just find your equilibrium, you know the point where your happy but not overly so, so if you do loose it it wont be devastating.

Yeah....hope so *hugs* I forget sometimes what it truely feels like to be happy.

*hugs* oh come on, everyone deserves happiness, dont let anyone take that from you for it is the ultimate gift.

There will always be something that happens to make you stop and think "is this the right direction for me?" or "am i realy happy with how things are going for me?" i know, i deal with it and so does my mate. just got to go with what feels right to you. hell i find myself kinda in a bit of a pickle myself lately, my mate facing eviction and im powerless to help, and finding that the only thing i can do is to take myself out of the picture so she can get section 8 and have a roof over her and her kids, and hope if we stay together that we can make a long distance relationship work again, and i move in with my dad and find a better job. as you said in your journal, "just have to hope for the best but be ready for the worst"

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Huggies ...Damn yeah its like life feels like gambleing you never know when your going to hit it big or fall flat...rawr and I don't even gamble sigh. Good luck to you and your mate

Yeah it always sucks being busy and growing up and getting more busy with work and just life in general. Just think you are not going to be working constantly for the rest of your life, there will be little breaks and days off where you can enjoy yourself and just relax. I know I wish you the absolute best Zoe and I'll always try my best to be there for you if you ever need anyone to talk to. *hugs* ^^

*snuggles* thx its really true what you said. Hope this is the point I have been working towards. Working but not struggling to live.

*Happily snuggles back* Exactly, just need to take a deep breath and calm down sometimes and just relax a bit. Things are not always as bad as they may seem when you can step back for a second and look at the bigger picture. Everything should always work out in the end eventually and your true friends will always be there to help support you and give you that little extra boost you may need sometimes. ^^

Hehe yeah thx for that

You're very welcome Zoe, anytime. ^^

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Curls up to you softly

I've always told you Zoe happiness is a state of mind you project it and make it your own. If you want to be happy think happy no matter what curve balls hit you upside the head. You are in control of how you feel. You let things get to you nobody can make you happy but yourself :)

*smiles* you allways know what to say to make me feel better. *nuzzles you softly* thank you so much I will do my best and think positive

I'm going through the same thing. Finally found somebody who I can spend my freetime with ( what little I have) and I recently got a promotion at work and now I'm starting to change some of the other things in my life. It might be rough to start but it will get better. Set small goals to help achieve your long term goals, stay positive, and everything will go well.

^.^ yeah sounds like we are both on the same boat....I think your right about taking things one step at a time and we will get there just fine *hugs*

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