Just a couple of quick things before I start. First of all my birthday is now only two weeks away so there's your deadline if any one at all is planning something special. Second I am making progress on my comic, although progress has been a bit slow, however this probably won't really be a problem because I won't be able to do the final version until I get myself a new comp (only $1500 if someone wants to really surprise me for my birthday, hint, hint (seriously though I really would be surprised if someone here was willing to shell out that much for a b-day present for me)). Anyhoo back to the main point.

I pretty much just lost my virginity today. For a couple of weeks I've been hanging out with this french guy I met at school. We have a lot in common and really I think he's in love with me because he's just been really sweet and caring since we met. The whole relationship started out kinda rocky but today I overcame my awkwardness and I pretty much lost my virginity to him today (I'm not sure exactly at what point you officially lose your virginity if your gay). For anyone at all interested here's the full story:

About a week or two ago this guy asked if I would talk to him for a fiew minutes for a school project (the project was to have a conversation with a stranger and observe things like the person's spoken words per minute or something). We end up talking for a while and find out we have a lot in common. He was french and had somewhat of an accent so I didn't understand half of what he was saying, and Somehow the conversation turned to things like our favorite kinds of porn, which made me feel a little uncomfortable. he asked something like if i would like to go across the street and hang out, but because I guess I was naive and didn't understand his accent I didn't realise that he was actually saying he found me attractive and was inviting me over for some 'just friends' fun.

I don't even know why i trusted a stranger enough to let him drive me anywhere, but next thing I know I'm sitting naked on his bed with one of h0rs3's animations running on his comp and with a huge blush on my face as he begins jacking me off. I probably could have just left at that point but I guess that my curiosity kept me there since that was my first time with anyone. I tried to relax and submit to my libido but It was just too awkward and I ended up not getting off and having him take me back to my next class with him apoligising to me for the whole thing even though it wasn't really his fault. The next few days were a bit strained especially since he kept trying to apologise but I tried to stay friends with him despite the awkwardness, since he really was a nice guy and we did have a lot in common.

The relationship kept improving since then and about a week later I felt unawkward enough to come back to his place to just eat pizza and watch a movie. a day or two later we went out for chinese.

Another weekend passed with me avoiding his calls because it was just too awkward, and today I went over to his place for pizza again. I had a paper to do on why gay marraige should be legalized for English and since he's just been really sweet and wanted to hang out with me and since he had his own arguments and ideas for gay marraige, I decided to go ahead and just work on it on his comp. about an hour later I had the rough draft done and we had about an hour to kill, so he asked me to show him the website I showed him last time again and so I pulled up FA again hoping to just show him some of the stuff I'd done, but ended up showing him Grimm's Latios and Latias movie instead. One thing led to another and for about an hour we jacked each other off, kissed, had some good ol' 69 and I even let him fuck my ass, although that ended up bieng too painful and I ended up asking him to stop. He ended up cumming in my mouth, and a while later I came onto my chest.

So there you have it. I'm no longer really a virgin and I guess now I kinda have a boyfriend. Feel free to give your thoughts/comments.