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12 years ago
To start, I'm going to take the advice of better artists than me (
Yawg & 
fisk) and start doing some profile shots to get my anatomy back in tune. I think I'll even make them available in avatar size if people are interested. I'm at least sketching, and maybe will color them (cause I got my pencils and my hometime is coming up) and may even finally break the seal on my tablet and try digital if I get good, but I'll do a new journal for that.
So, Want me to draw your character's profile done? At least head shot, maybe bust. Don't think I'll attempt full body. We'll see. So, I don't know. Form an orderly line here in this journal. PROVIDE DESCRIPTION OR LINK TO YOUR CHARACTER and I'll start sketching this week. I've been getting motivation and feeling good. Maybe its from all my Maokai training in League of Legends. :3
Next, #69. A Meme of 69 questions I dual snagged from
tanek | 
s0an
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes. I never started smoking. However, I don't mind that others do. All the screaming of second hand smoke. There are things that do worse damage than that. Besides, how come person A died of second hand smoke, but person B, the actual smoker who has been smoking for 35 years, is still doing fine?
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Single. Been a few years. Last person I was with we had to break up. . because she got pregnant by her room mate.
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd first laugh to think you may be joking, as my buddies have done. Then I'd say thank you if you were adamant about it and probably compliment you back. (My ass was referred to as "The Goodness" in an episode of Truckin' Nerd)
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
No. The first ex left because she had feeling for a senior when we were freshmen. The second left when I joined the military (and apparently found some scary guy who was all about sex) and the third and final. . well, see #2.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
For me, no. Then again, I haven't been looking. Work focused and climbing out of debt have been my priorities, as well as getting better at League of Legends, drawing again, and our website and podcast. When I'm no longer an OTR driver, maybe I'll start looking again.
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Nothing. This weekend is my home time. Next week I'll be going out for about 7 weeks to get week 8 entirely off.
7: Do you want to be single?
Not forever. It has its benefits, but how long til the longing and loneliness outweighs that? "A man is only so strong..."
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Well, depends on your term of In/Out. As I'm in a semi I'm technically always out of the house. However, I did stay IN my truck.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
Til 11pm. Did a 5 hour marathon of League of Legends and finally got to play with :iconAJ Vulpes: who was kind enough to join my pals for a few games. :3 Fuck that Fizz! XD
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
It still dawns on me how much I liked Ex #3, but depends on your terminology too. I like many of my friends and any happy thoughts or ideas involving them reminds me I like them. As far as dating "like," then not in some time because I haven't been looking.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Coffee (w/ French Vanilla & Hazelnut cream & Sugar), Coke Zero, NOS orange energy drink (The best one. :P )
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
No. I don't pretend with those emotions. There are those I have "put up with" for the sake of professional courtesy.
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
No. Though apparently some mistake my definition of "love." I love my friends and family. If I love you, I'd do what I can to help you out, cheer you up, and even take a bullet for the sake of those I love. If YOU believe that 'I LOVE YOU' means I'll only devote myself to you entirely, above friends and family, then YOU are mistaken. You may take priority, but I will not throw the world away for one love, because TRUE LOVE would understand that I LOVE many.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Plenty, I'm sure. When I'm parked in my off time I'm in just a shirt and boxer/briefs or pajama pants without underwear. Loose and light layers.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Yes and no. I still feel the longing passion I had for #3, but I've come to an understanding that she is married with children elsewhere. She hopes for a better friendship, but the sting of the betrayal of getting pregnant and marrying another while I was in military training can't undo that break of trust. That person she married died within that same year, so I do pity her and there is a part that would like to be friends. There is just the constant reminder of her children and the thoughts of "A life that may have been with you" when I hang out. So, I guess so.
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Ha. Try 5 years. I have been single since I got deployed. Though, shamefully my bed has not been empty that long.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Probably driving. As far as yesterday, I was driving as well.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Nope. No one to hold 'em with when you're driving. Though, I suppose you could say I was holding Jesus' hand. Now take the wheel! *flys off cliff*
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Probably. Though, I'll drink in the future. I'm not an alcoholic and hate the taste of all alcohol, but I always have a going wager that if I can stand the taste of a drink someone provides/buys me, I'll drink with them. I'm aware of the effects of alcohol, and so I'm classified as an "abuser" but not an "addict/alcoholic." The term "abuser" is one who casually uses a drug/substance for an intended purpose. Like if you only smoke pot to get high so you can draw (which I've heard other artists do) or only drink to sing karaoke at a bar.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
*shrugs* I'd find something with meaning or talk it out with the mother of said daughter. If it was a son, I know his middle name would be my first name. That is the tradition of our family.
21: Do you miss anyone?
Again, yes and no. Currently, no. I'm somewhat of a workaholic. I focus on the task(s) at hand and not drift on other people who are not around. However, when idle thoughts, ideas, memories pop into my mind, that is when I begin to miss people. So, if you ever get a message out of the blue from me where I'm suddenly reliving or retelling a story of what happened with you and I, or a chat we were having, you can rest assured it was fresh in my mind, and I missed you for a moment. A moment that lasted long enough for me to take action. :3
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Yes. It was totally for the fan girls, but also I'll kiss loved ones on the forehead when they leave or give them a hug. I'm a loving person. :3
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
No. At the door.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not so much hiding them, but sometimes people confuse my feelings for the expression on my face. Apparently, my "auto pilot" face when I'm thinking looks upset, pissed, or worried. In actuality, I was thinking of what to eat. I mean, I guess I could have gone through all those emotions thinking about Chipotle, but not likely. Other than that, Joy and Rage are easy to read on me, cause I become quite audible in that case. :D
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes. Also the shaking of holding myself back to not launch out at people:
It was at work. I was doing my job and some ignorant asshole began tearing into me for no reason and then lied to my boss that I was calling him an asshole (which he was calling me) over coffee! I worked at a hotel and was setting up breakfast and then checking out a line of 3 people (I'm the only one there) This dickhead comes up, not pushy, but very casually asks if he can get some coffee for his room. I go to check the supplies at the front desk, but this box only has decaf. He didn't want that. I told him I'll be right with him when I'm able, because I have to check these people out. He leaves the desk. Comes back 20 minutes later with his wife. I've checked people out, was about to get the coffee (cause I had to go get a box out of storage) and my boss was there to cover the front desk when this guy comes up full of venom. Complaining about the service, screaming about how there wasn't any coffee in his room. Oh! I also reminded him we have coffee in the breakfast area that I just brewed within this hour (Didn't want breakfast room coffee). Says I called the guy an asshole and refused to give him anything and said "Fuck your coffee" when he left the lobby. My boss could tell by the way my jaw dropped at the audacity of this guy, that he was full of shit, and thankfully stuck by me and check him out. I can't stand liars and ignorance.
A little understanding and honesty from everyone would make the world 2000% better, but that's too hard for some folks I guess.
26: Who did you last see in person?
Whoever the hell the guy checking me out at the sign in desk at a Sysco Warehouse.
27: Are you listening to music right now?
No. Last thing I was listening to was Meatloaf's "The Monster is Loose," while coming up with the powers Labrn would have if he were a League of Legends champion. :3
28: What is something you currently want right now?
To be debt free. . and have another NOS. ;_;
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
I think it was something along the lines of "WHAT THE FUCK!? MERGE YOU IDIOT!!"
30: How is your heart lately?
Wandering, beating, thinking.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
When its raining. I used to wear it up all the time, but now I don't unless the weather calls for it.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Nope. I tend to wander bare foot.
33: What do people call you?
All kinds of stuff. The silliest and out of nowhere was "Little Dinkers" for no reason. I was meeting 2 new people and a friend introduced me as "Little Dinkers" which cause me to pause, look at him, then laugh. XD
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Well. . I like plenty *shakes 8-ball* "Chances are Good"
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Oh plenty. My gut gets a workout sometimes in the driving situations when dealing with idiots behind the wheel. "Go Back To Idiot Co To Get That Dick In Your Ear!"
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Hmm, does the floor count? Cause I stayed the night at a friends place after a party of late night gaming and was on the floor with a few. Otherwise, I shared a hotel room back in ACen 2013 (May)
37: Did you do something bad today?
Well, I've sinned plenty, if thats what you mean. Cast unwarranted (in the eyes of the lord) anger at idiots not showing any sign of competence behind the wheel and causing traffic.
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Hmm. . Maybe 2 weeks ago? Got hugged when leaving, cause I'm a hugger. :3
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Well, I'd say I can be associated to the likes of my air govenor on my semi. The pressure/stress can build plenty fast but then has a kick release to lower the levels to normal. So yes. I can get worked up, but its not usually lasting.
40: Will you sing today?
What day won't I sing? :D
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Plenty. Though sometimes it leaks out under my breath. If it ever does, don't say "What did you say" cause then the cat is outta the bag and you'll catch the full maelstrom your ears should hear but I tried my best at holding back for the sake of professionalism and it "not being worth it." Then again, seeing how plenty of people don't care anymore, I'm starting to not care about holding back. For who's sake am I holding back?
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Whoever. I'm a pretty open book. There are parts that are reserved for personal reflection or "Between me and God," but for the most part I'll chat about whatever. Thanks to my pals on Skype I've had chats with. :D
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
No, but I did go to the ER after getting a rock shot in my eye while riding in a van.
44: What are you listening to right now?
You asked that! No music! Your'e just reaching out to fill your 69 quota. :P However, there is the hum of engines.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
Pssh...*thinks* What ain't? I'm probably Bipolar, I've been waking up with incredibly dry eyes and cotton mouth but not on anything (read something that it could be related to stress or depression), was late due to traffic, hungry but out of healthy snacks, and probably other stuff that isn't worth going into, but plenty good and better than what it could be. :3
46: What is on your wrists right now?
My hands and arms. Otherwise I tend not to wear jewelry or anything. I got a wrap I put on my left wrist when driving, cause thats the one I hold the wheel with the most and have begun feeling some slight carpal tunnel.
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Grand Canyon, AZ. I went last year, before I started trucking, with my father, uncle, and uncle's sons. We did the "Rim to Rim" challenge (which sounds like some kind of sexual act around these parts) but its hiking from the North rim, down into the canyon, and back up to the south rim. 4 day hike for us. I forget how many miles (look it up!)
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot cider! Don't need no marshmallows or whipped cream to have a good drink! :P
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No. Sounds like a lot of unfulfilled things happening. At least twice a day. ;P
50: Are you a good artist?
*Shrugs* I say no. Some say yes. Its all relative. I'm better than some and some are better than me. Could go into details, but that'd be a whole other journal.
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
Depends if my eyes are open. XD Seriously, it is, so long as its love and not obsession, misplaced affection, or wickedness in disguise.
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
No. I hate soggy, wet, and cold winter. :P I'll take dry heat and summer any day! Bake like bacon on the hood of a car. Where others hate getting into a car that has been sitting in the heat, I LOVE IT! Like a personal sauna. No humidity, no stickiness, just heat. Warming you like an oven, and then you turn the fan on (be it ac or no) to have a light breeze on your face or just bask and nap in it.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
Yes. One that went too fast for its own good to. Why you need one that goes up to 45 mph is beyond me.
54: Do you have trust issues?
I trust too easily. Get burned, then the trust is shattered. Then said person trys to make amends. We meet somewhere in the middle without that trust fully coming back.
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
If Skype counts. Otherwise, I tend to stay up all day on the phone. Longest call was just under 6 hours.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
*shrugs* Maybe? I don't care about labels the way others do. Comfort, if I like it, that is all. Whether its hip, in style, out of style. Who cares. That shit changes anyways.
57: Do you use chap stick?
In the winter mostly, or if my lips are cracked. I use chopsticks though.
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Unintentionally, yes. Hand my arms up and hands interlaced behind my head as a friend and I listened to friend #2 explain why he ditched us to hang with some female friend (not in a relationship, just regular hang out and listen to her talk about abunch of stuff) and at the very end of his story where he pleaded his case, my hands came unwoven, dropping my arms (as their weight were being held up by my hands behind my head) and he was within reach and I ended up slapping him across the face at the end of his story. We both looked at each other shocked, and then laughed because the timing and context was perfect with something out of a movie. XD
59: Do you have a little sister?
Nope. 3 older sisters. I'm the youngest.
60: Have you ever been to New York?
The state? Yes. The city? Yes. Do I love New York City? Sorry Andrew W.K, but I can't share your enthusiasm for it. Maybe if I lived there and was used to it.
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes, because I have a close knit family who often tell and show we love one another. Perhaps it is one of the reasons I'm a loving person. I see and hear of so many who's families were not the same, and so I extend my love to them. I consider all my friends like extensions of my family. Some are closer than others, and some just visit on holidays to say hello and share a story or two. :3
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Myself maybe. I'm in a truck. I only hug random strangers at cons, where that kind of behavior doesn't get you maced. XD
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
"Just jackin' it." ..I mean, sleeping. If you recall, I went to bed about 11pmish from an earlier number. Was watching a show that people who know that quote will know what show and. . "Dammit, I had something for this."
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
*shrugs* Eh. Maybe the one guy for a group of adoring fan girls, but I was half drunk. So at least my excuses are in order. :P
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Oh, who knows. Everyone amuses me in a different way. For the most part, I can turn to family. Friends too, usually. Sometimes just a pal with the right funny quote from a movie/show that I haven't seen in awhile is all it takes to shake the shackles of non-smiling.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
No. Though who received them I can't recall.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
No. Been driving. In sleep/dreams perhaps.
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
For their sake, probably best alone. I sometimes roll around or swap positions in my sleep. Then again, I can also pass out cold to the point I don't recall when I wake up how I got where I slept.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
Hard to say. I could be sitting somewhere for the weekend. Getting loaded for a good deal of miles on the weekend. Though, it'll be a really good one if I'm picking up close to home, cause I can usually spend friday night/saturday with friends or at home before driving the rest of the weekend to make my delivery.
TL|DR: Stuff about me. Lazy. :P
Yawg & 
fisk) and start doing some profile shots to get my anatomy back in tune. I think I'll even make them available in avatar size if people are interested. I'm at least sketching, and maybe will color them (cause I got my pencils and my hometime is coming up) and may even finally break the seal on my tablet and try digital if I get good, but I'll do a new journal for that.So, Want me to draw your character's profile done? At least head shot, maybe bust. Don't think I'll attempt full body. We'll see. So, I don't know. Form an orderly line here in this journal. PROVIDE DESCRIPTION OR LINK TO YOUR CHARACTER and I'll start sketching this week. I've been getting motivation and feeling good. Maybe its from all my Maokai training in League of Legends. :3
Next, #69. A Meme of 69 questions I dual snagged from
tanek | 
s0an1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes. I never started smoking. However, I don't mind that others do. All the screaming of second hand smoke. There are things that do worse damage than that. Besides, how come person A died of second hand smoke, but person B, the actual smoker who has been smoking for 35 years, is still doing fine?
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Single. Been a few years. Last person I was with we had to break up. . because she got pregnant by her room mate.
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd first laugh to think you may be joking, as my buddies have done. Then I'd say thank you if you were adamant about it and probably compliment you back. (My ass was referred to as "The Goodness" in an episode of Truckin' Nerd)
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
No. The first ex left because she had feeling for a senior when we were freshmen. The second left when I joined the military (and apparently found some scary guy who was all about sex) and the third and final. . well, see #2.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
For me, no. Then again, I haven't been looking. Work focused and climbing out of debt have been my priorities, as well as getting better at League of Legends, drawing again, and our website and podcast. When I'm no longer an OTR driver, maybe I'll start looking again.
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Nothing. This weekend is my home time. Next week I'll be going out for about 7 weeks to get week 8 entirely off.
7: Do you want to be single?
Not forever. It has its benefits, but how long til the longing and loneliness outweighs that? "A man is only so strong..."
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Well, depends on your term of In/Out. As I'm in a semi I'm technically always out of the house. However, I did stay IN my truck.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
Til 11pm. Did a 5 hour marathon of League of Legends and finally got to play with :iconAJ Vulpes: who was kind enough to join my pals for a few games. :3 Fuck that Fizz! XD
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
It still dawns on me how much I liked Ex #3, but depends on your terminology too. I like many of my friends and any happy thoughts or ideas involving them reminds me I like them. As far as dating "like," then not in some time because I haven't been looking.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Coffee (w/ French Vanilla & Hazelnut cream & Sugar), Coke Zero, NOS orange energy drink (The best one. :P )
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
No. I don't pretend with those emotions. There are those I have "put up with" for the sake of professional courtesy.
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
No. Though apparently some mistake my definition of "love." I love my friends and family. If I love you, I'd do what I can to help you out, cheer you up, and even take a bullet for the sake of those I love. If YOU believe that 'I LOVE YOU' means I'll only devote myself to you entirely, above friends and family, then YOU are mistaken. You may take priority, but I will not throw the world away for one love, because TRUE LOVE would understand that I LOVE many.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Plenty, I'm sure. When I'm parked in my off time I'm in just a shirt and boxer/briefs or pajama pants without underwear. Loose and light layers.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Yes and no. I still feel the longing passion I had for #3, but I've come to an understanding that she is married with children elsewhere. She hopes for a better friendship, but the sting of the betrayal of getting pregnant and marrying another while I was in military training can't undo that break of trust. That person she married died within that same year, so I do pity her and there is a part that would like to be friends. There is just the constant reminder of her children and the thoughts of "A life that may have been with you" when I hang out. So, I guess so.
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Ha. Try 5 years. I have been single since I got deployed. Though, shamefully my bed has not been empty that long.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Probably driving. As far as yesterday, I was driving as well.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Nope. No one to hold 'em with when you're driving. Though, I suppose you could say I was holding Jesus' hand. Now take the wheel! *flys off cliff*
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Probably. Though, I'll drink in the future. I'm not an alcoholic and hate the taste of all alcohol, but I always have a going wager that if I can stand the taste of a drink someone provides/buys me, I'll drink with them. I'm aware of the effects of alcohol, and so I'm classified as an "abuser" but not an "addict/alcoholic." The term "abuser" is one who casually uses a drug/substance for an intended purpose. Like if you only smoke pot to get high so you can draw (which I've heard other artists do) or only drink to sing karaoke at a bar.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
*shrugs* I'd find something with meaning or talk it out with the mother of said daughter. If it was a son, I know his middle name would be my first name. That is the tradition of our family.
21: Do you miss anyone?
Again, yes and no. Currently, no. I'm somewhat of a workaholic. I focus on the task(s) at hand and not drift on other people who are not around. However, when idle thoughts, ideas, memories pop into my mind, that is when I begin to miss people. So, if you ever get a message out of the blue from me where I'm suddenly reliving or retelling a story of what happened with you and I, or a chat we were having, you can rest assured it was fresh in my mind, and I missed you for a moment. A moment that lasted long enough for me to take action. :3
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Yes. It was totally for the fan girls, but also I'll kiss loved ones on the forehead when they leave or give them a hug. I'm a loving person. :3
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
No. At the door.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not so much hiding them, but sometimes people confuse my feelings for the expression on my face. Apparently, my "auto pilot" face when I'm thinking looks upset, pissed, or worried. In actuality, I was thinking of what to eat. I mean, I guess I could have gone through all those emotions thinking about Chipotle, but not likely. Other than that, Joy and Rage are easy to read on me, cause I become quite audible in that case. :D
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes. Also the shaking of holding myself back to not launch out at people:
It was at work. I was doing my job and some ignorant asshole began tearing into me for no reason and then lied to my boss that I was calling him an asshole (which he was calling me) over coffee! I worked at a hotel and was setting up breakfast and then checking out a line of 3 people (I'm the only one there) This dickhead comes up, not pushy, but very casually asks if he can get some coffee for his room. I go to check the supplies at the front desk, but this box only has decaf. He didn't want that. I told him I'll be right with him when I'm able, because I have to check these people out. He leaves the desk. Comes back 20 minutes later with his wife. I've checked people out, was about to get the coffee (cause I had to go get a box out of storage) and my boss was there to cover the front desk when this guy comes up full of venom. Complaining about the service, screaming about how there wasn't any coffee in his room. Oh! I also reminded him we have coffee in the breakfast area that I just brewed within this hour (Didn't want breakfast room coffee). Says I called the guy an asshole and refused to give him anything and said "Fuck your coffee" when he left the lobby. My boss could tell by the way my jaw dropped at the audacity of this guy, that he was full of shit, and thankfully stuck by me and check him out. I can't stand liars and ignorance.
A little understanding and honesty from everyone would make the world 2000% better, but that's too hard for some folks I guess.
26: Who did you last see in person?
Whoever the hell the guy checking me out at the sign in desk at a Sysco Warehouse.
27: Are you listening to music right now?
No. Last thing I was listening to was Meatloaf's "The Monster is Loose," while coming up with the powers Labrn would have if he were a League of Legends champion. :3
28: What is something you currently want right now?
To be debt free. . and have another NOS. ;_;
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
I think it was something along the lines of "WHAT THE FUCK!? MERGE YOU IDIOT!!"
30: How is your heart lately?
Wandering, beating, thinking.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
When its raining. I used to wear it up all the time, but now I don't unless the weather calls for it.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Nope. I tend to wander bare foot.
33: What do people call you?
All kinds of stuff. The silliest and out of nowhere was "Little Dinkers" for no reason. I was meeting 2 new people and a friend introduced me as "Little Dinkers" which cause me to pause, look at him, then laugh. XD
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Well. . I like plenty *shakes 8-ball* "Chances are Good"
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Oh plenty. My gut gets a workout sometimes in the driving situations when dealing with idiots behind the wheel. "Go Back To Idiot Co To Get That Dick In Your Ear!"
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Hmm, does the floor count? Cause I stayed the night at a friends place after a party of late night gaming and was on the floor with a few. Otherwise, I shared a hotel room back in ACen 2013 (May)
37: Did you do something bad today?
Well, I've sinned plenty, if thats what you mean. Cast unwarranted (in the eyes of the lord) anger at idiots not showing any sign of competence behind the wheel and causing traffic.
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Hmm. . Maybe 2 weeks ago? Got hugged when leaving, cause I'm a hugger. :3
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Well, I'd say I can be associated to the likes of my air govenor on my semi. The pressure/stress can build plenty fast but then has a kick release to lower the levels to normal. So yes. I can get worked up, but its not usually lasting.
40: Will you sing today?
What day won't I sing? :D
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Plenty. Though sometimes it leaks out under my breath. If it ever does, don't say "What did you say" cause then the cat is outta the bag and you'll catch the full maelstrom your ears should hear but I tried my best at holding back for the sake of professionalism and it "not being worth it." Then again, seeing how plenty of people don't care anymore, I'm starting to not care about holding back. For who's sake am I holding back?
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Whoever. I'm a pretty open book. There are parts that are reserved for personal reflection or "Between me and God," but for the most part I'll chat about whatever. Thanks to my pals on Skype I've had chats with. :D
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
No, but I did go to the ER after getting a rock shot in my eye while riding in a van.
44: What are you listening to right now?
You asked that! No music! Your'e just reaching out to fill your 69 quota. :P However, there is the hum of engines.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
Pssh...*thinks* What ain't? I'm probably Bipolar, I've been waking up with incredibly dry eyes and cotton mouth but not on anything (read something that it could be related to stress or depression), was late due to traffic, hungry but out of healthy snacks, and probably other stuff that isn't worth going into, but plenty good and better than what it could be. :3
46: What is on your wrists right now?
My hands and arms. Otherwise I tend not to wear jewelry or anything. I got a wrap I put on my left wrist when driving, cause thats the one I hold the wheel with the most and have begun feeling some slight carpal tunnel.
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Grand Canyon, AZ. I went last year, before I started trucking, with my father, uncle, and uncle's sons. We did the "Rim to Rim" challenge (which sounds like some kind of sexual act around these parts) but its hiking from the North rim, down into the canyon, and back up to the south rim. 4 day hike for us. I forget how many miles (look it up!)
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot cider! Don't need no marshmallows or whipped cream to have a good drink! :P
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No. Sounds like a lot of unfulfilled things happening. At least twice a day. ;P
50: Are you a good artist?
*Shrugs* I say no. Some say yes. Its all relative. I'm better than some and some are better than me. Could go into details, but that'd be a whole other journal.
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
Depends if my eyes are open. XD Seriously, it is, so long as its love and not obsession, misplaced affection, or wickedness in disguise.
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
No. I hate soggy, wet, and cold winter. :P I'll take dry heat and summer any day! Bake like bacon on the hood of a car. Where others hate getting into a car that has been sitting in the heat, I LOVE IT! Like a personal sauna. No humidity, no stickiness, just heat. Warming you like an oven, and then you turn the fan on (be it ac or no) to have a light breeze on your face or just bask and nap in it.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
Yes. One that went too fast for its own good to. Why you need one that goes up to 45 mph is beyond me.
54: Do you have trust issues?
I trust too easily. Get burned, then the trust is shattered. Then said person trys to make amends. We meet somewhere in the middle without that trust fully coming back.
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
If Skype counts. Otherwise, I tend to stay up all day on the phone. Longest call was just under 6 hours.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
*shrugs* Maybe? I don't care about labels the way others do. Comfort, if I like it, that is all. Whether its hip, in style, out of style. Who cares. That shit changes anyways.
57: Do you use chap stick?
In the winter mostly, or if my lips are cracked. I use chopsticks though.
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Unintentionally, yes. Hand my arms up and hands interlaced behind my head as a friend and I listened to friend #2 explain why he ditched us to hang with some female friend (not in a relationship, just regular hang out and listen to her talk about abunch of stuff) and at the very end of his story where he pleaded his case, my hands came unwoven, dropping my arms (as their weight were being held up by my hands behind my head) and he was within reach and I ended up slapping him across the face at the end of his story. We both looked at each other shocked, and then laughed because the timing and context was perfect with something out of a movie. XD
59: Do you have a little sister?
Nope. 3 older sisters. I'm the youngest.
60: Have you ever been to New York?
The state? Yes. The city? Yes. Do I love New York City? Sorry Andrew W.K, but I can't share your enthusiasm for it. Maybe if I lived there and was used to it.
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes, because I have a close knit family who often tell and show we love one another. Perhaps it is one of the reasons I'm a loving person. I see and hear of so many who's families were not the same, and so I extend my love to them. I consider all my friends like extensions of my family. Some are closer than others, and some just visit on holidays to say hello and share a story or two. :3
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Myself maybe. I'm in a truck. I only hug random strangers at cons, where that kind of behavior doesn't get you maced. XD
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
"Just jackin' it." ..I mean, sleeping. If you recall, I went to bed about 11pmish from an earlier number. Was watching a show that people who know that quote will know what show and. . "Dammit, I had something for this."
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
*shrugs* Eh. Maybe the one guy for a group of adoring fan girls, but I was half drunk. So at least my excuses are in order. :P
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Oh, who knows. Everyone amuses me in a different way. For the most part, I can turn to family. Friends too, usually. Sometimes just a pal with the right funny quote from a movie/show that I haven't seen in awhile is all it takes to shake the shackles of non-smiling.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
No. Though who received them I can't recall.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
No. Been driving. In sleep/dreams perhaps.
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
For their sake, probably best alone. I sometimes roll around or swap positions in my sleep. Then again, I can also pass out cold to the point I don't recall when I wake up how I got where I slept.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
Hard to say. I could be sitting somewhere for the weekend. Getting loaded for a good deal of miles on the weekend. Though, it'll be a really good one if I'm picking up close to home, cause I can usually spend friday night/saturday with friends or at home before driving the rest of the weekend to make my delivery.
TL|DR: Stuff about me. Lazy. :P
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Does her one eye have a larger pupil or just how it came out?
Is the flower a part of her chest or just an accessory?
Also, the flower on her chest and her head are both natural [Though the one on her head should be more to her side, as if tucked into her ear, hawaiian style]