When I was still married, still with my ex.. she gave me a choice. She finally gave me an option to make a character. I could make him anything I wanted him to be, do anything as him that I wanted, and basically have total freedom. It was a means for me to be homosexual through the net.

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/364530/

That was when I made Tobu. He is my bunny character. I could have made him any species, any personality, any color.. any gender even. He was my embrace of complete freedom. He was me.. not caring what others thought. I didn't try to make him act straight, or care what others thought of the fact that he had glasses:

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1670697/

or the fact that he was a little bit geeky. Or even moreso.. I embraced the fact that he was a bunny.. he enjoyed being submissive.. and playing around with those he cared about. The bunny.. I hadn't realized until now.. is me. I made him me in pretty much every aspect. My ex helped me really see that tonight, more than anything else. I think it was mostly the realization that when given absolute choice on what I wanted him to be.. and by extension, what I wanted to be... I chose each little characteristic that made him who he is. So... I guess what Im saying.. is.. that.. From now on.. I am a rabbit. Hear me make squeeky rabbit noises