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Now i am a broken man
12 years ago
somehow im losing alot of good things this year even more then i though. it just hurts me so much now that i can't even think straight now hell even my hands are shaking when making this journal because i feel like im going to lose another friend.
this site has case me alot of emotional problem even seen i first got on to this stupit site (sorry if i offend) if anyone knows me outside from this site knows im really a sensitive guy i dont really like to hear alot of depressing stuff about my friend getting hurt or anything (i know it can't be helped) and losing them.
i've already lost a Dad this year (i know i've already bitch bout losing him alot) it jus brings me so down almost to the point of just giving up on every thing and just dig myself a hole to lay down in and wait for something to cover me up.
i never want to be involve in anyone's relationship because i dont want to be blame for anything but recently i somehow got involve in one and i just lose a friend because of it.i've been lied too,beated up,almost raped and alot of shit happens that would have broken me down but losing a friend or family member breaks my heart so much that i don't think i can forget it .
i don't like losing friends but seen this happen to me recently i dont know what to think anymore so everyone sorry if im wasting your time reading my crappy journal of my broken feelings but i though atleast i let someone know how i am doing.
once again sorry for wasting all your times
But you should take a moment to relax and breathe, and assess things from a different point of view. I know things can be hard, but you can learn from them and use that experience to better yourself instead. =3 You probably have a ton of friends that care for ya, and even just ones on here that care for ya. So, you aren't alone I'm sure.
However, I do hope things begin to feel better for ya at some point. Whatever choices you make.