as you all know my break up with an otter was not a good thing.... in fact it's made a huge impact in my life, i've been used and abused in the past and now that another close friend has broke my spirit i don't know where to go from here, i guess i may never be at peace with myself... i thought i could trust him.... i know nothing lasts forever and i know this will not be the end but right now i'm a bit fragile and it may take a while before i can trust people again....