7th anniversary!! also a loooooong speech XD
11 years ago
Always believe in the power of friendship and cuddles
holy shit! just realized today marks my 7th year being a member on this site! what a coincidence. XD
I haven't posted anything or submitted anything in a while, I have been busy trying to sort my life out after the tragic fallout between me and my ex whom shall not be named. I've been licking my wounds trying to mend what was lost in the aftermath what would have been the best 2 years of my life, of course some relationships never last until you find the one who fits the bill.
Over those months of mending I started a friendship with the most adorable fen I know today, we started taking it slow just like a relationship should really start as, which eventually turned into something more than just friendship over the next past months, the start of this year was pretty grim, but somehow someone was watching over me, the furry community itself helped me get through it all, what darkness I had in me in the past slowly shone away by some kind of miracle, I'm not trying to brag but this is how it felt for me over the last few years.
Anyway I did everything I could do to bring myself back to the person I should be, respected, loyal, kind etc. so to me as I'm writing this journal I feel like I've been blessed with this new life I'm having, being around people I can trust, people who would understand me, who would respect me as I would respect them back, I'm always willing to keep an open mind on the situation, without people like you who are reading this, I thank each and every one of you for keeping me alive today, theres always hope if you are patient enough.
my life now compared to the last few years have been life changing, I still struggle to communicate with people but with time, it'll come to me, just please be patient, I know I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed but I can somewhat still be of some use, just like comfort. with my life now I have friends who support me each and every time I'm needed through those rough times but I wanna try and give back something to the community through the power of friendship.
just one last thing before I end this loooong journal I wanna thank my loving mate Kit
for always being there for me since we begun our relationship, you've always understood me better than others, thats why I respect you the most, you're my adoring fen who I'd wanna spend the rest of my life with, you are the one hun, I love you so much that words can't describe, you'll always be my special fen <3
well thanks for reading my journal folks hope you guys have a happy holiday with Christmas and new year coming our way, hope you enjoy the rest of your lives as will I :)
I haven't posted anything or submitted anything in a while, I have been busy trying to sort my life out after the tragic fallout between me and my ex whom shall not be named. I've been licking my wounds trying to mend what was lost in the aftermath what would have been the best 2 years of my life, of course some relationships never last until you find the one who fits the bill.
Over those months of mending I started a friendship with the most adorable fen I know today, we started taking it slow just like a relationship should really start as, which eventually turned into something more than just friendship over the next past months, the start of this year was pretty grim, but somehow someone was watching over me, the furry community itself helped me get through it all, what darkness I had in me in the past slowly shone away by some kind of miracle, I'm not trying to brag but this is how it felt for me over the last few years.
Anyway I did everything I could do to bring myself back to the person I should be, respected, loyal, kind etc. so to me as I'm writing this journal I feel like I've been blessed with this new life I'm having, being around people I can trust, people who would understand me, who would respect me as I would respect them back, I'm always willing to keep an open mind on the situation, without people like you who are reading this, I thank each and every one of you for keeping me alive today, theres always hope if you are patient enough.
my life now compared to the last few years have been life changing, I still struggle to communicate with people but with time, it'll come to me, just please be patient, I know I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed but I can somewhat still be of some use, just like comfort. with my life now I have friends who support me each and every time I'm needed through those rough times but I wanna try and give back something to the community through the power of friendship.
just one last thing before I end this loooong journal I wanna thank my loving mate Kit

well thanks for reading my journal folks hope you guys have a happy holiday with Christmas and new year coming our way, hope you enjoy the rest of your lives as will I :)
I swear i saw it on facebook.