So yay, it's Halloween, my favorite holiday, and I can't even enjoy it. As per usual I got in a big fight with my parents, and came VERY close to telling them I was bi, because they did NOT seem to understand I have a hell of a lot more/different problems than they did. This argument was started by their so called "reward system" that'd give me a maximum of three hours on the computer, three lousy hours for working my ass off. And at max I had a chance of five and a half over all with their stupid fucking system, where I had eight every day anyway. They don't seem to see how taking away what I already have and making me work harder for less is NOT a reward. I think one day I'll just 'accidentally' point them the way to FA.

Right now I'm just trying to get through this day in one piece, I love how the holidays I used to look forward to as a kid are dead to me because of them. They actually threatened to have me hospitalized for wanting to die, they want to put ME away for something THEY caused and won't even ATTEMPT to fix. I may take them up on that