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Just a little rant
12 years ago
So, I know that not many of you really know me. I'm not looking for pity or sympathy, I just have to get this off my chest.
After many sleepless nights lately, I'm making the biggest change of my life. I'm leaving the partner I've been with for over 7 years now. I've been the solo provider for the last 4 and am at my wit's end. This last paycheck, all the money in our account was gone in 3 days. I get paid every two weeks. I was left with $40 to last me two weeks to my next payday and I drive 100 miles every days round trip to and from work. My entire paycheck was spend on my partner's bills and groceries(none of which were for me). It's clear to me now that my partner has no respect for me at all. After years of all my friends and family asking why I'm still here, I've grown tired of making excuses. I'm just done. I've tried talking to my partner, but I get no response and they won't even looks away from their computer screen to look at me when I talk.
The worst part of this is I'm going to have to house my cat at my mother's house who hates my cat while I move in with a friend who has agreed to let me stay rent free for a month while I get myself together and find an old junkpile car I can drive back and forth to work because the car I currently use belongs to my partner.
So, say a prayer, send good vibes, wish me luck, sacrifice a virgin goat, whatever it is that you do or believe in, things are about to get rough for me.
After many sleepless nights lately, I'm making the biggest change of my life. I'm leaving the partner I've been with for over 7 years now. I've been the solo provider for the last 4 and am at my wit's end. This last paycheck, all the money in our account was gone in 3 days. I get paid every two weeks. I was left with $40 to last me two weeks to my next payday and I drive 100 miles every days round trip to and from work. My entire paycheck was spend on my partner's bills and groceries(none of which were for me). It's clear to me now that my partner has no respect for me at all. After years of all my friends and family asking why I'm still here, I've grown tired of making excuses. I'm just done. I've tried talking to my partner, but I get no response and they won't even looks away from their computer screen to look at me when I talk.
The worst part of this is I'm going to have to house my cat at my mother's house who hates my cat while I move in with a friend who has agreed to let me stay rent free for a month while I get myself together and find an old junkpile car I can drive back and forth to work because the car I currently use belongs to my partner.
So, say a prayer, send good vibes, wish me luck, sacrifice a virgin goat, whatever it is that you do or believe in, things are about to get rough for me.
i hope it helps. :)