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Leaving FA - Refunds etc.
12 years ago
This will most likely be my last journal entry. Ever, if not for a long time.
I have had a lot of things physically, mentally and emotionally challenge me the past couple weeks.
I believed I could work through them as per usual and focus on finishing projects, commissions, work things.
However, the past two days have taken an extreme toll on me, especially mentally.
I do not want to put a lot of detail into this disclosing my personal life, but I did want to post something.
As hard as I tried to NOT have this happen.. I'm going to be giving back refunds of fursuit/etc things
that I've had. This may take me a little while as I only get paid so much each week which I barely get by paying other bills. I will however be paying back anyone that had paid commissions.
Anything that I'm almost done with I will be finishing. Slyll fursuit head, a couple drawings and mailing badges that I've had. With doing refunds, I will also be trying to sell off all the fur that I have, fabrics, as well as some other misc items, MLP stuff, other things I've collected to try to make up for the refund payments. There will be another journal listing everything after I've posted it.
I know only a handful if that, of you are going to be reading this.
But I thank those of you, no matter if it's one or two, that have supported me.
The fandom has become more of a job to me that has worn me down, including my artwork to where I no longer can even stand to look at my art supplies or have absolutely no passion left in my work.
I want to give refunds not because it is easier, but because it is the fairest thing to do to those of you
who have commissioned me. I can NOT finish something half assed or know that is NOT what YOU deserve and have paid for.
I would rather give you your money so you can use that yourselves rather than take it and strain myself, and then do an extremely poor job on what you've wanted. To me, that is not fair. I would not want that on either end.
I know some people may get pissed off and be angry, I can understand. I wanted to try to please everyone as usual and it is something that I came to terms with having to admit, in my current state I can't do that. I need to focus on getting myself into a better place right now.
Anyway, the next couple days I will be posting and sending artwork that I have done.
Any prizes or anything, I am sorry but I am not going to be able to finish them unless they're already done and to be posted. What I have already made for prizes for entries with FNS will be sent out and finished however from that contest. Otherwise, I will be contacting those of you to set up refunds. After that, I will be gone from this account. I'm leaving it open in case I do wish to come back to it, but as of right now after everything that is happening I don't see me returning.
I am very sorry. I will get in contact with those of you that I need to.
I have had a lot of things physically, mentally and emotionally challenge me the past couple weeks.
I believed I could work through them as per usual and focus on finishing projects, commissions, work things.
However, the past two days have taken an extreme toll on me, especially mentally.
I do not want to put a lot of detail into this disclosing my personal life, but I did want to post something.
As hard as I tried to NOT have this happen.. I'm going to be giving back refunds of fursuit/etc things
that I've had. This may take me a little while as I only get paid so much each week which I barely get by paying other bills. I will however be paying back anyone that had paid commissions.
Anything that I'm almost done with I will be finishing. Slyll fursuit head, a couple drawings and mailing badges that I've had. With doing refunds, I will also be trying to sell off all the fur that I have, fabrics, as well as some other misc items, MLP stuff, other things I've collected to try to make up for the refund payments. There will be another journal listing everything after I've posted it.
I know only a handful if that, of you are going to be reading this.
But I thank those of you, no matter if it's one or two, that have supported me.
The fandom has become more of a job to me that has worn me down, including my artwork to where I no longer can even stand to look at my art supplies or have absolutely no passion left in my work.
I want to give refunds not because it is easier, but because it is the fairest thing to do to those of you
who have commissioned me. I can NOT finish something half assed or know that is NOT what YOU deserve and have paid for.
I would rather give you your money so you can use that yourselves rather than take it and strain myself, and then do an extremely poor job on what you've wanted. To me, that is not fair. I would not want that on either end.
I know some people may get pissed off and be angry, I can understand. I wanted to try to please everyone as usual and it is something that I came to terms with having to admit, in my current state I can't do that. I need to focus on getting myself into a better place right now.
Anyway, the next couple days I will be posting and sending artwork that I have done.
Any prizes or anything, I am sorry but I am not going to be able to finish them unless they're already done and to be posted. What I have already made for prizes for entries with FNS will be sent out and finished however from that contest. Otherwise, I will be contacting those of you to set up refunds. After that, I will be gone from this account. I'm leaving it open in case I do wish to come back to it, but as of right now after everything that is happening I don't see me returning.
I am very sorry. I will get in contact with those of you that I need to.
Get yourself better and I hope to see you back sometime but take care of yourself. Love you much, sweets <3
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