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...All Out Of Faith
12 years ago
I've been having so many problems lately. I have been trying to work on my halloween ych pinups and nothing is working. I hate everything I draw. And it doesn't help when I post stuff and ask for opinions and all people do is favorite. Like that's nice and all but not entirely helpful. My digital art takes so long because it has to be done with a wireless mouse (and believe me it's a pain in the ass). I would do stuff traditionally but I mess up so much...and then things look like crap. I have like no faith left in my art anymore, which makes me think I'm in the wrong by going to Rasmussen for Graphic Design. What's the point if I can't call myself an artist anymore? I wish I had the talent like so many artist here that are so great. But I'm not. And I know it. Losing faith in my art and in my school. And now I'm starting to lose faith in my life. I still can't get a job...which makes me a disappointment to my family, mainly my mom, and then to myself. And then it hits harder because I'm living at my boyfriend's place like some mooch. And I can't take it. I should just be living on the streets. I'm no help to anyone. And the worst is that I've been trying so hard. All I ever do is give 110%. I'm useless, worthless. And nothing helps when I'm losing faith in my relationship. Things have happened quite some time ago...and I wish I could forgive and forget. I've been working on forgiving, but forgetting is so much harder. I'm just so stressed out and nothing has been going right.
I's not like anyone will read this or comment. I'm not popular or good enough. I guess I just needed to vent. Even though it doesn't feel like it is helping me at all.
chikiwookie
~chikiwookie
Don't give up! Even if things don't change for the better today, tomorrow or even next week, it will happen. Trust me, things will get better. *huggles*
Tweak_TheFreak
~tweakthefreak
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thanks. *huggles* youre sweet. ha ha that's just the kinda stuff i need to hear. it helps bring my spirits up.
chikiwookie
~chikiwookie
*huggles* I'm here if you need me.
