I was hoping the title of this journal would be more answer than question but honestly I'm just at a loss right now. I'm just all over the map and no idea what is going on with me half the time.

The biggest thing I guess is that I'm just ridiculously fatigued so much of the time. A lot of that I chalk up to my brain being totally disengaged during slow periods at work. Somehow I'm just not able to keep myself discretely entertained even when the boss is out sick, and instead I usually come practically brain-dead and needing to lie down for at least an hour if not two before I can rejoin the world.

But then on the flipside just the other night I pulled off an all-nighter like I might have 20 years ago, and within a day got my sleep schedule right back on track like it was nothing. There just seems to be no rhyme or reason to my energy surges and drains and I don't know what to do about it.

Tentatively I'm blaming the cat. I don't know how much Tavi and Ozzie mention their little pet but she's taken quite a liking to me since she's apparently detected that I'm available. She especially likes crawling all over me, which is amusing sometimes but really annoying other times as you might imagine. Anyway the first time she did that my eyes got all puffy, but since then that hasn't happened again, and I'm thinking my body may be expressing an allergy to her in another way, in the form of the strange cycles of fatigue I was just talking about. But that's just a wild guess.

Anyway I got a lot of stuff I got to get done and I'm running out of time to do it. I need to get mom's taxes filed, I need to make sure all those stray one-off bills get paid, and I need to let a certain someone know that I will be needing their services for an epic Halloween commission I've been sitting on for almost two years now...