this is just a journal to say why I don't draw much lately....its preety much cause I'm not happy at all, nor with my online life or the offline life....

on the offline stuff, I just found a new job, and I am doing my job quite alright, but I am being treated by everyone as dirt and its taking me down...together with that my sister is in heavy financial debts, and I can't do jack shit to help her yet...

as for the online stuff.....I do not feel my art is appriciated, even by these who watched me and saw it, while I thank you all for watching, You can't really expect me to be happy with no comments to everything I post...yes, I have a low amount of watchers, half of them inactive, but I know half that is active, and from that half I expect more...much more...

So, yes..this is a rant, a lousey one, that didn't even help my mood a tiny bit but it did manage to get it off my chest, so all in all, I'm in a Meh mood..