I guess I will try and be a bit more active when I am on here since Snap has been pressuring me to do so even though I only have like a few people who actually will read this lol.

Today I have decided that since Thursday is my day to spend my way I will use that time to go outside somewhere and focus my inner thoughts since it has been a struggle these past few weeks. Not a suicidal, I dont want to get out of bed because fuck the world kind of struggle but a I really need to focus my inner self type deal. Its a mess in there. I have been feeling like my fuse is shorter every day and I need to bring it back to what it was. Maybe I will pick up poetry again or focus more on my drawings? Who knows? But for now I am just doing one thing at a time.

Also first journal entry! Huzzah!