Nightmare: soul
12 years ago
I loved you, you made me hate me.
You gave me hate, see?
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to seal that.
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell, no, fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife – it dies. This life and these lies.
These lungs have sung this song for too long, and it's true I hurt too, remember I loved you.
I wish I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you and told you that I loved you every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew and all the shit we've been through
Obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you
It never was enough and the world is what I gave you
I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
You gave me hate, see?
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to seal that.
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell, no, fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife – it dies. This life and these lies.
These lungs have sung this song for too long, and it's true I hurt too, remember I loved you.
I wish I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you and told you that I loved you every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew and all the shit we've been through
Obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you
It never was enough and the world is what I gave you
I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

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what happened o.o or do you usually do this~

Matrixg
~matrixg
OP
Depends on what do you mean by, "this"

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poems

Matrixg
~matrixg
OP
I do, i make different sorts, this is one of the darker ones though

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didnt know u had a kid o.o

Krystal1212
~krystal1212
Is it my fault you wrote this soul?

Matrixg
~matrixg
OP
No

Blaze_Water_Sage
~blazewatersage
Papa, you okay?

Matrixg
~matrixg
OP
Yup


Sara: Soul you doing okay?

Matrixg
~matrixg
OP
Im fine


Sara: *gives Soul big hug with his face in her breasts*

Matrixg
~matrixg
OP
*Blushes and purrs* my weakness x3