So it's been about forever. Really just a bundle of screw ups and mistakes.

Anyway, yes, I've run down to TX for a while. Originally, I had some big plans, though now I have no clue why I am here. It's been interesting to say the least. Frustrating more often than not but that's nothing new. There are a few friends I've made here I guess...but I probably won't be staying. So yeah, again...more jumping around.

I swear, I am just searching blindly.

I can't live with company if I can't get some personal space. I also can't live stressing out about things like work, finances, and just getting the bills paid on time. None of that feels like living in the least. All I want is a small place to settle down where I can breathe. I don't want a family...I'd make a terrible parent anyway. XP I would like to be near friends though...but again, I don't know quite how well that'll end up.

I probably sound like some 40 yr. Old right about now. Lol, quite honestly, i feel about 40...twice my age. Ick...
In any case...I'd like to get a chance to see things while I can. How I can make that happen is far beyond me.