And telling the people who actually DO read journals that I have Asperger's.
Knowing that, and how that means I can't handle a lot of freedom well, imagine a school where you get an extreme amount of freedom, combine that with me being constantly exhausted, and you get me pretty much depressed. I can't concentrate AT ALL, yet have to get both a full research AND a personal development plan done before Monday, which is impossible, even if I could concentrate.
BUT, there is a better major for me, I think. Though I probably can't switch anymore.
I am seriously going to fail this major. And I will probably want to kill either myself or several others in the next few years if I can't switch. While I am strongly against suicide AND murder, obviously. Short version: FML.
*goes to cry behind his laptop*

EDIT: I feel better now, though I'll still have a look at switching majors.